my expressions are limited and i don’t know of a way to remove the inhibition. this is somewhat self-imposed but it is still uncomfortable.
i know partially what to attribute it to, but ive been slow to action in the relevant ways.
Overcoming alienation entails not the reappropriation of an essence that had previously existed but the appropriation of what had been constituted in alienated form.
annoying hair day. had it how i like yesterday but felt like showering this morning bc yesterday was gross and washed it, but every added product made it worse, so i did my whole hair clarifying routine which took forever and im still kinda meh on it, but it’s acceptable at this point
notable that out of everything right now, the most prominent desire is to be in that car watching the skyline with you. i want to see the world from your eyes, hear the sounds in your ears; our proximity draws nearer and my affection glows dearer with every experience you are kind enough to share.