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my relationships are not even in principle commensurable

@getdownon.it invalid :c

https://soundcloud.com/loser64/i-cant-get-what-i-want-ft-ntpa

I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA] - Loser64
Not the Proper Attire

[Loser64:]
Am I creepy?
Is there something that I’m not seeing
‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy
I just wish you were happy to see me
Can you see me?
Let me just say
I don’t need all that much to be okay
And I’m hoping it works out one day
But I know that it’s not going my way
Going my way cause I-

I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

[NTPA:]
Am I wrong
Or do you simply refuse to play along
I’ve done all I can
I’ve followed the plan
But I keep messing up again and again
Do you care
Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air
Thought I did what you want
Thought we had lots of fun
But I guess all of that is done and I-

[Loser64]
I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have
I don’t expect you to understand
There’s nothing left and it makes me sad
I always feel like such a
And it just kills me
Every time I look at you
I know it's stupid
I know there’s nothing I can do

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soundcloud.com

just a guy

(nova crashout) im a fuckign F@g i know that you dont care im lsot in the sauce im lost in jerking off youre adultering my adulting fucking up my life no matter how many chords that i play ill never

*a kinda bangs

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BRAINSOUP!

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behind on work because i spent all day feeling emotions

my heart keeps tripping in unexpected and confusing ways

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gnawing every single bone you shattered you're everything i need

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summer's gone

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conversations with no one

throwback to kat chan's project that got removed from youtube drive.google.com/drive/u/0/fo...

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shit - Google Drive

Karl Marx, Draft of an Article on Friendrich List's Book

It is one of the greatest misapprehensions to speak of free, human, social labour, of labour without private property. “Labour” by its very nature is unfree, unhuman, unsocial activity, determined by private property and creating private property. Hence the abolition of private property will become a reality only when it is conceived as the abolition of “labour”

https://marxists.architexturez.net/archive/marx/works/1845/03/list.htm

Marx and Engels Collected Works (MECW) Volume 4
https://marxists.architexturez.net/archive/marx/works/cw/volume04/index.htm

thanks for letting me ugly cry on you

shimmering with all the colours of distress - green and gray with disgust, surfeit, sympathy, gloom, and loneliness

maybe i need *o more than you do

i should be allowed to put alt text on posts without media

she was the first beautiful thing i ever got stuck on

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High Hopes

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molly turned out the lights for me last night <3

honestly her finest work bsky.app/profile/did:...

this is the first period in my life i feel like i have a community. i love you all so much and i feel so loved. when i fall you catch me. thank you

i really have been feeling the “catch me” portion. like there’s this really robust net and there’s all sorts of people i can rely on and go to. i never have to feel alone

willowFeb 6, 2025

who up insourcing they goeoview

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slipknot - the heretic anthem

i was too much of a coward to keep this up the other day

willow @dreary.dev • 14m
feeling a lot of things i haven't felt since gail

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between [redacted] and [redacted],., it's been really nice honestly

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i have such a wider breadth of emotion now than then, and so to be clear, this of course is not my only touchstone for love, but nonetheless the recurrence in modified fashion is pleasant

i cry a lot more now, you all just mean so much to me

i just don’t do drugs or get in legal trouble

https://ricepuritytest.com/

The Official Rice Purity Test
Have you ever...
Your score: 29

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she’s good for it, trust i’ll let you borrow her some time

this is such a good thread (pretty sure i'm replying to dead julie alt)

willowApr 2, 2024

never forget, i used to be dogshit at overwatch

season 4 overwatch
1019 final SR, 1173 season high SR
most played heroes: zen, junkrat, soldier: 76 for 5 hours each
image found in ren discord dms on 11/14/21, 8:30 PM

is there a good way to reconstruct a thread with deleted nodes

It would not be surprising if the discipline of “philosophy” depended for its continuing vitality on the tension between its different poles - between interest in the structure of the natural world, interest in forms of argumentation, and interest in “what would be for the best”.

old willow to new willow: Interestingly, I am a critic of relief while you are a proponent of relief.

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i wanna sink to the bottom with you

'Rather do anything than nothing' - even this principle is a cord to strangle all culture and all higher taste.

when i get another ban email i fear my heart won’t even be warmed by the knowledge that it was the authentic and personal touch of a human

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the only recommendation algos i like are soundcloud and the first 20 results on the pinterest home page

lol

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https://thatsamestreet.bandcamp.com/album/demo-2
that same street - demo [2020]

clocking in after my red-eye, time to lock in

alright i landed back home, the obnoxious incessant simp posting will stop now

20th century gf x 21st century gf

thanks for being boring with me <33

#diary
willow 6/21/24 7:19 PM
being bored and wasting time is such a valuable virtue
and no one is permitted its luxury any longer

i don’t eat in front of anyone anymore. thank you for making me feel safe.

somewhat of a coming of age experience for me, or rather a reminder that i no longer have the dependence of youth. the world is radically open, and my horizons are so far beyond what i had previously imagined. i no longer need to be granted approval before acting, experimenting, creating, growing.

easily one of the most memorable weekends of my life