if your dating profile doesn’t link to a csv that rigorously details every human you’ve come into contact with since birth and your relation to them, and what you hope these relationships look like in 5 years, sending me a message is tantamount to rape
sources of normatively are abundant, diffuse, extraordinarily varied in scope and density and thickness, and generally not all that exciting (while simultaneously being the rather significant!). evaluative normativity can be very minimal, and conflating it with morality is a recipe for confusion.
i wonder what my play time would look like if time was logged like steam the whole time (or if they had tracked custom games in ow1). plus this is only one of ~15 accounts i used lol
i still find it intimidating but its genuinely so cool that you can look at what's going wrong in some open-source program and just... fix it yourself!! and then if ur real brave you can share your work
i always think it’s funny when people say “stop reading theory it just makes you sad”, because lol yeah, integrating into society as it exists would make you happier. but to be happy in conditions like these is pathological.
apologies to my followers for having dramatic variance in post quality and how interesting i am
no i will not be changing my behavior under any circumstance
<3
its actually so depressing reading my diary from 2 years ago, i was doing so much cool shit. i'm never gonna have the time/space/energy to read, learn, watch, absorb ever again
allow me to be uncharacteristically life-affirming for a moment and say that kasey’s companionship is very significant to me and i’m unspeakably thankful for her persistent kindness, accommodation, and support
totally unrelated but when i was first getting into tech, for some reason i installed and exclusively used anaconda prompt as my cli to install chocolatey packages (and literally no other purpose)
lmao i literally outsmarted myself
> made a quick bash script to automate a task and put in my local bin
> kinda performing the desired task, but performing weirdly
> realize a while ago i made a .basrc alias WITH THE EXACT SAME NAME as my script
fml
it’s weird bc a large amount of my direct casual interactions with people are just veiled in thick layers of irony
my alternative mode is just being sad ig