sometimes i think it's okay for me to whine unqualifiedly, i can tend to suppress my own emotions or over-rationalise them and get myself into trouble, it often ends in inexpressive frustration because i lock myself into being too careful

i bought my pc at a relatively fortuitous time

tune in next week for more willow gossip hour

i don't particularly enjoy annas newer personality

i would feel bad about muen leaving without getting a proper goodbye but she's kind of a terrible communicator and not actually very interested in me nowadays

i don't really feel like using this account so much

i think it is important for me to maintain two discords for now even tho i use the other one so often

2nd bed was an awesome invention

i don't think i fw panchiko all that much

what if i go to a concert

bulky!

snow driving o.o

not nostalgia at all, just soft and pleasant

i feel less disgust and more sadness when people talk about going to claude for emotional support

struggling to make two eyes with seven eyes

i like telling kasey about things ive done i know she'll hate and then saying "pretty cool right"

gnu go has hands :sob:

the last decade has been learning and unlearning "let's get lost"

pace yourself

mismatched tone mismatched time

sorry im sad and there aren't words for it and i want time to stop

grrr my fonts are ugly

super unproductive day but whatever, my phone is mostly moved

my hair is floof and my hands are cold

don't wanna make this a habit

chat it's here

the best thing my econ degree did for me was inculcate the socdem's moral intuitions on the implications of marginal utility

philosophy can only be done in german, while music can only be done in spanish

i feel uneasy without social contact rn

crying for a stupid reason again award

wtf list feeds have reposts now

cat was so cool, she broke up with me in the park

im bad at levity

delivered yay, now your mind is free

no more thinking until the material deserves it

the shame of disenchantment, the shame of not enough ambition

today is the not so fun kind of snowy

aaaaaa i have to read more

truuue live coaching is ass, vod reviews are way better. also grinding has insane diminishing returns, just study up bro

real power users don't try to change anything upstream they just solve their own problems (and ideally have enough shame that they don't tell anyone about their ugly hacks)

just one more ulauncher shortcut... just one new search engine....

okay tired im lay down for tonight

what an idiot

nobody wants to hear it but adorno had some good points about jazz

the specific fetish character of music lies in this quid pro quo. the feelings which go to the exchange value create the appearance of immediacy at the same time as the absence of a relation to the object belies it.

it can be asked whom music for entertainment still entertains. rather, it seems to complement the reduction of people to silence, the dying out of speech as expression, the inability to communicate at all.

works of music become conglomerates of tunes of both sensual richness and structural poverty which render unnecessary the process of thinking