i’ve been crying a lot

you’re sweet for taking care of me

skipping my meeting and going on a walk, fuck you all

where is this poor girls advisor

i think i’m gonna be sensitive and bitter until end of year

instead of feature adoption 5 year plan we should have a performance 5 year plan, this is fucking unacceptable

sorry i’m sensitive and bitter today

some days catching on e.h. does not spark joy

i’m a pissy whiny irritable baby

i’m peeved

yesterday i was thinking that it was kinda curious that he discussed consequentialist modes (hedonism, utilitarianism) and didn’t have separate categorizations revolving around duty, but then i realized it might be odd to speak of the primacy of obligation in presumably voluntary friendship

in the same way i have poor ego boundaries, the boundaries of the object of my emotional evaluations is very loose

i like u

whatever virtues there are in mythical unreflective homeric life, that doesn’t mean they’d make for very pleasant company; this is analogous to the modern software developer

show me one good piece of anarchist writing and i will reconvert

south korean midwest emo FUCKING HITS tellmethetruth.bandcamp.com/album/youth-...

got a notif i thought was em and it was just a bot :(

am i going out tonight? i dont really wanna. i’d rather read. but maybe i should do things for their functional value and push through anyway. idk, that’s cope. “it’s just a few hours of life to waste” is such a pathetic mindset and how you deaden your existence. i’ll do it anyway.

it’s appalling how much agreement there is around restrictions for children

after my morning meeting i’m gonna make a mini thread exchange about this. one under appreciated aspect of microblogging is separate posts as manifestations of determinate moments in the dialectic. easy to see how they might be excessively discrete but tbh that’s much smaller than what’s solved

anxiety-in-and-for-itself

strategic self-deception of a higher estimation of you so i can receive the recognition of your companionship

it's over, i have depicted myself as the lord and you as the bondsman [...] ah fuck

i think i’m not an anarchist anymore and idk if i ever was

empiricism is far more mystical than idealism

that drumm colin guy is a perfect example of this

i improved my mood

the pace of this routine is so distasteful

indelicate delivery lacking punctuation

a substance and its accidents

i have anxiety

the historical sense is miserable

i wear a low pony because my hair is thick and heavy

nvm im slipping into minor dissatisfaction with the state my relationship web again

getting a job is kinda like signing up to go to the airport and come back every day

“we don’t need chomsky, we have parenti at home” maybe you should starve instead to think about your actions

i’d be a lot more willing to hear the existentialists out if sartre didn’t write so much slop

i miss hailey

my tummy hurts

recently added to my pdf pipeline is a script that converts the cover page to a square image named “cover.png” so mpv can pick it up, it works nice

my fuckass paws whacking the keyboard

adorno really said "but a secret third thing"

ask your pds admin to install our appview patch today!

my hands are so coldddd

this is also what i mean when i say the left is too nominalist, they often portray themselves as emphasizing mediation ("everything is socially constructed!") but in fact at every turn they use that understanding as a retreat to nihilistic immediacy

i just upped the amount of my split script to 100k words and this transcript is *exactly* 100k words wtf, ig we're limit testing right away

i guess today is pluggnb day

you're not "weight cycling" you're obese

illit magnetic has got to have some of the best remixes out there