"shout-out to my wife for letting an orchestra practice in our basement for 8 weeks"

lol @ the guy trying to crowdsurf at a show like this

successful tho, what a bunch of team players

lol drums had to take his queue from the singer, good recovery tho

"we are out here representing the northeast suburbs"

the SoundCube is so sick dude lol

the juxtaposition between a guitar guy in a beanie/sweats and a guy dressed in dress clothes with a tie playing a makeshift wind instrument through a repurposed game cube is a great vibe

"why did the merch line take so long" immediately answered when you see the representative awkward 20yo finally arrive to the front asking the poor band member to enumerate every item for sale including the bands that don't have anyone selling their shit rn

summer 2k is up now and i think ill enjoy this more

yay i got some dope shit before they sold out

obvi no t-shirt but a pin and a cd and a tape

"acab security" "no actually security is cool it takes a lot to run these things. but fuck ice"

lol some retard spilled beer on me during the opening act (it was kind of my fault for where i was standing)

it's just funny too bc lobsterfight has terrible stage presence 😭 like what are you getting that hype for

bathroom signs so woke i accidentally used the womens* *"all-gender stall-only"

lmao the attendees look exactly how you'd expect

gender ratio not bad at all

and by that i mean there are plenty of cis girls in addition to the theyfabs / tgirls / scenebros

everyone here is so short tho ill have no problem seeing anything from the pit lol

benefits of listening to low-t music 💪

how often does cemetery land get rezoned? like surely it's happened at least once right

digging up the bodies and migrating them is just a funny idea

some day i'm gonna go cinnymode on the uBo to replace half my extensions

imagine dying and having a memorial tollway erected in your honor

illinois is wild lol

if you're cis you should try having everyone in your life misgender you for a month

i kinda wish i didnt tell anybody i was going to this show until after i got back

it's at odds with the goal of making it low stakes low pressure experimentation but yknow not telling anyone is kind of at odds with my recent exploration of more (proper) transparency and non-obfuscation, so i get it

i'm still uncomfortable with transparency as a positive ideal here, really i just mean to contrast my past faux transparency to interactions of intimate reliance that im trying out nowadays

oh another way to put the value of articulation is with reference to the scientific method of putting forth a hypothesis in order to verify it, like it defines the domain to analyze

i should read ayer tbh

yuri moments in history: marxist-leninist says "the firm has its own logic,". her bordigist partner nods profusely. "and that's why it's best to act in accordance with it"

there's just something attractive about having an identical analysis with the evaluative valence flipped, you get to admire her intelligence and still get to revel in the tension

i think im not gonna listen to much of anything in preparation for tmrw's show

i forget which blog i was reading recently that recommended doing this and i didn't think their reasons were very good, but on short notice i wanna go in more fresh anyway

okay i'm getting out of bed now, might take a shower then go to sleep lol

tfw u i.e. instead of e.g.

do you think i could learn just one slice of a language? like all the contextual significance and associations of a single word without having to learn the whole language

just woke up from a weighted blanket nap and probably gonna continue resting for a while in bed

09:00 - 15:30

that call lasted longer than some days i spend at work lol

a strange weekend hobby for sure but it is pleasant

ah shit

beyond just the software itself i also finally removed an upgrade hold yesterday that was keeping it pegged at 140 and now im on 148 bsky.app/profile/drea...

it felt like these two were glaring over my shoulder

this was why i had it held btw

not so sure about this decision but we'll see how it goes lol

it will be nice to go by myself i think, it'd be a lot more pressure otherwise

telling u rn im not gonna enjoy your arms are my cocoon that much tho

they should make punk that's more painful and less angry