okay fine kasey was right im on the edge of regressing a little. gotta not be a capybara

im not smart or disciplined enough for kasey strats and am thusly punished with the evil parking lot

8:20 on staff day is late but still

i'm so nervous sajkdfjkasd it's fine i know she is too, i just don't want to be a nuisance

i'm so happy she messaged

i've been cautious, and will continue to be, but i like that we're slowly coming back into proximity with each other

i am kinda putting a little too much pressure on it and overthinking it but it's important to me so it's hard not to care

i should make more red bean paste dishes again

okay i'm sleep deprived and making poor choices

i think i'm more okay with the state in the abstract than i have previously been

some people are genuinely retarded with money

"i don't have a new job yet but i have a potential offer so im shopping around for an expensive apartment. i regularly beg for money in a panic and will likely do so again soon"

of course, i figured i'd give you the thrill of imaging someone going through the effort like that

everyone asked about you is very similar to rainer maria and i think i really like their sound and themes

okay i need to slow my pace a bit, it's not healthy for me

being social is nice i just have to be more mindful this time

i'm more capable and self-aware now, i'm hoping i can be careful without as many disjunctive retreats

antiandrogens are highkey evil and also unnecessary

just take e of whatever variety, literally nothing good ever comes from it otherwise

heed my warning traveller: depression and pissing lie ahead, turn back now

like i have no medical or scientific basis for this recommendation and im sure it's useful somewhere for something. but like most of the time you see it with people getting hondosed and therefore woefully insufficient hormonal levels, or people that don't need it at all and

are just taking it because you're supposed to, when in reality their body could adjust just fine on its own. are there really people out there who are adequately dosed and still fighting T levels down? and even then, is there a scenario where the side effects are even close to worth it?

oh no i don't want to be awake

do you think there are more cool people out there on the internet

i hope i don't find them

if they find me it's probably alright though

if nobody got me olaren dot dev got me

today is second bed day that means it's the best day everrrr

im writing tonight off as recovery time so i can do fun things tomorrow all fresh

sara is so real

nvm i had to be careful but i got there

i feel very relaxed now

they/thems are (usually) not trans and should (usually) shut the fuck up

i felt motivated to touch myself for the first time in quite a few months and it hurt too much so i stopped

this isnt true but the sentiment is cute

eloge would be great because then i could codify that ive made these posts for three people

okay fine you're here too goeo

this is a great strat, i get to say something poorly on an alt and wait for the competent people to make it coherent publicly

babe look new kind of prompt engineering just dropped

HOW WAS I THE FIRST GUY CAUGHT BY THE NEW ONE

at proto dev community: have you seen the latest office 365 features??? holyyy

dodging this bot has made me type like a zoomer on tiktok trying to avoid a ban

the bot is graping me and i'm going to unalive myself

after this recent batch of drama, "not everything needs to be on protocol" has really caught on. what a worthless truism.

the future of @proto is to be primarily used as aproto (log in to our proprietary app with your bluesky handle!) or tproto (technically there are records but they're worthless and/or no one does verification) but never both in a meaningful way

also like sure it doesn't have to be but this is ostensibly the community oriented around the protocol, you would think you'd care to champion the things that do actually use it lmfao

pathlib has the most elegant truediv impl

for like two hours i sat at my desk with headphones on but instead of playing anything through them i listened to music from my phone speakers

i think i just have a very poor memory for things i don't care about

i could get good boy points for being quick but that also might imply i didn't do enough research, plus he'll probably have some decent advice from experience