i feel uneasy without social contact rn

i don't want to be alone please

i feel a little self-conscious

crying for a stupid reason again award

wtf list feeds have reposts now

cat was so cool, she broke up with me in the park

i love bassists

im bad at levity

delivered yay, now your mind is free

no more thinking until the material deserves it

the shame of disenchantment, the shame of not enough ambition

mind your gaze dear

today is the not so fun kind of snowy

aaaaaa i have to read more

i don't understand much at all

truuue live coaching is ass, vod reviews are way better. also grinding has insane diminishing returns, just study up bro

in the other direction, decay was great for improvement cause it forced you to play on main even when you were experimenting or learning so you didn't rust too much, it forced you make time for it and to remain applied and practiced

hm i wonder if there's a way i could introduce something like this in other domains

real power users don't try to change anything upstream they just solve their own problems (and ideally have enough shame that they don't tell anyone about their ugly hacks)

just one more ulauncher shortcut... just one new search engine....

i just keep adding em and they're always useful

(theres more if u scroll but u get the idea)

okay tired im lay down for tonight

what an idiot

nobody wants to hear it but adorno had some good points about jazz

nobody wants to think conceptually or of totality so it makes sense to be dismissive of his warnings of isolated charms

to be more fair i should say "adorno had some good points when discussing jazz" because the arguments aren't exclusive nor exhaustive of jazz and i feel like thats fairly obvious but w/e

the specific fetish character of music lies in this quid pro quo. the feelings which go to the exchange value create the appearance of immediacy at the same time as the absence of a relation to the object belies it.

it has its basis in the abstract character of exchange value. every ‘psychological’ aspect, every ersatz satisfaction, depends on such social substitution.

it can be asked whom music for entertainment still entertains. rather, it seems to complement the reduction of people to silence, the dying out of speech as expression, the inability to communicate at all.

it inhabits the pockets of silence that develop between people moulded by anxiety, work, and undemanding docility.

works of music become conglomerates of tunes of both sensual richness and structural poverty which render unnecessary the process of thinking

willow joining e.h. vc

i'm thinking of wiping my apple music historical saves, i need a fresh start

i would kill for a platform that let me organize and tag albums properly

woa what the heckers they put pfps on feeds in the right sidebar, thats pretty cool

so many taros staring at me

i'm anything but regressing and it's frustrating you don't see that

parkour civilization is better than 1k mc civ hands down

seeing "tdd" now makes me very excited lol

thanks lily

coworkercore aaaa

been a while since i slept on call lol

also probably could have used more that 3 hours of sleep but yknow

i like phoebe

im calling them at yuri from now on