after my morning meeting i’m gonna make a mini thread exchange about this. one under appreciated aspect of microblogging is separate posts as manifestations of determinate moments in the dialectic. easy to see how they might be excessively discrete but tbh that’s much smaller than what’s solved

this is why discord diary is unsatisfying

anxiety-in-and-for-itself

willow for anxiety

strategic self-deception of a higher estimation of you so i can receive the recognition of your companionship

aristotle left reeling trying to cram this into pleasure utility and virtue

it's over, i have depicted myself as the lord and you as the bondsman [...] ah fuck

i think i’m not an anarchist anymore and idk if i ever was

ironically this is really more an indication of my increasing dissatisfaction with marxism

empiricism is far more mystical than idealism

that drumm colin guy is a perfect example of this

no one knows what a real abstraction is

i improved my mood

volition yay

the pace of this routine is so distasteful

indelicate delivery lacking punctuation

a substance and its accidents

an essence and its accidents

an accident and its essence

i have anxiety

this makes it sound like it’s my possession, when this is a backwards description

the historical sense is miserable

i wear a low pony because my hair is thick and heavy

nvm im slipping into minor dissatisfaction with the state my relationship web again

i just have to get occupied with a task again

idk i'm just slightly lonely and i understand this is largely self-imposed but it's also for non-arbitrary reasons that wouldn't be resolved by retreading old ground

getting a job is kinda like signing up to go to the airport and come back every day

“we don’t need chomsky, we have parenti at home” maybe you should starve instead to think about your actions

starve sounds cruel and disproportionate unless you think of it in the format “we have <food item> at home”

i’ll workshop it

i’d be a lot more willing to hear the existentialists out if sartre didn’t write so much slop

“read these 1k pages of something you know you’ll hate” nah

i miss hailey

the emotional equivalent of a double text

my tummy hurts

recently added to my pdf pipeline is a script that converts the cover page to a square image named “cover.png” so mpv can pick it up, it works nice

my fuckass paws whacking the keyboard

adorno really said "but a secret third thing"

ask your pds admin to install our appview patch today!

my hands are so coldddd

gonna shower and refresh myself, hopefully i'll do better at temp regulation after that

this is also what i mean when i say the left is too nominalist, they often portray themselves as emphasizing mediation ("everything is socially constructed!") but in fact at every turn they use that understanding as a retreat to nihilistic immediacy

so frightened to even think about a concept or entertain it for a moment without its immediate denouncement, as any analysis might lead to the uncomfortability of an exclusionary moment

"all things are nothing to me" is lovely solipsistic compensatory poetry

it really just comes down to abstract negation at the end of the day

i just upped the amount of my split script to 100k words and this transcript is *exactly* 100k words wtf, ig we're limit testing right away

i guess today is pluggnb day

you're not "weight cycling" you're obese

sorry sorry someone had to say it

illit magnetic has got to have some of the best remixes out there