we feel u

so the point about dialectics is not to negate the concept of fact in favour of mediation, or to exaggerate that of mediation; it is simply to say that immediacy is itself mediated but that the concept of the immediate must still be retained.

literally so cute, the lectures are just sweetie pie baby mode

is my goat washed or did they never have it

osao san is pretty alright tho still

okay i surprised myself, come to mexico is their best album

first listen of sofa so good and my take is that its alright, but i recall home alone being a lot more compelling. gonna listen back to both, maybe come to mexico as well

they're very simple but nemo actions are so cool dude

omg we did anime club part two

back to dark yay

wow i’m emotionally clumsy when it counts

it was cool, fun that we did it

i’m on yearntwt, they’re roasting my ass on yearnsky

i’m looking forward to holding her

i’m gna cry i love u so much :(

yay see u soon

i still think about you all the time and it’s really a drag that i never get my words right

i meant it though, you are special to me. i don’t know why i chose to emphasize your uniqueness, its not like thats the reason you’re special to me. i know that whole tone of communicating attachment is not desirable or enjoyable for you, and im sorry that i keep doing it that way

it feels weighty and significant to me and i like expressing that, but it’s selfish since i know you’d prefer it phrased indirectly with more levity. i can do that, it just always feels off, my perception of appeasement is going to be awkward and off-base.

minimally, the cognitive distance involved in the translation nullifies the expression in the first place, so maybe it’s all just better left unsaid anyway. which is fine, clearly i can be okay with that too.

i get myself tangled so easily

i don’t like any of these sentences either ugh

i can’t really explain why i sent you that or why i feel this way

it’s like 50% my unironic opinion that we should just stop doing healthcare

absurdly large economic sector and no one believes anything is elective or optional

it catches a bunch of garbage that trickles in from other systemic failures and it’s all just so ungodly wasteful

i’m a poor conversationalist

kitty kasey wow meow

i wanna reread weber and durkheim and husserl and montaigne and dewey and benjamin

i wanna go movie date w kasey because i would like to have done it

remember when we went on movie date in college and you talked about hairy ball theorem

i get pretty abysmal vibes from zach loeffler

distastefully pompous philosophy bro

i can never quite bring myself to like anything he says

i actually have a lot of renewed interest lately in revisiting authors i previously read, because frankly i think im a lot more intelligent than i used to be and im not sure if i trust the guy that read it first

but that’s paired with like “really? you wanna read *that* again? no you don’t” which is a very convincing argument

this is defi bc i mained huntress for a while but last phase mithrix is so annoying on characters w/o agile

i just gotta be way more patient

not much sun

the fresh air was nice though

i should probably go out and see the sun

i need more varied ways of expressing dis/approbation

i should start doing my homework soon, huh

the nice thing about not particularly liking yourself and having an unstable sense of self is that you can hold out hope that the next version will be more pleasant

historically this has been a safe bet

the annoying thing about not getting notifs for `needs-review` accounts is that i can't block them

i'm just a kid, man

it's fun when you find a band and they have a song for each of your friends

i do not like university libraries, they are a largely gross and far less helpful than they could be