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willow
rizz ‘em with the tism
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@dreary.bsky.social
fact check: true
https://jyc.dev/stats/tiny.grass.wales
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@dreary.bsky.social
wait wtf this is so funny i didn't even realize the waiting room
waiting-room pasta (mary)
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@dreary.bsky.social
gurl yours 😭
kasey-vore-bar kasey rkletr (jonas)
willow
deathbliss
i want to feel like i do when i'm asleep https://www.instagram.com/sssluuggg/p/C_FslF4KRxW/ 3442353553172667478 https://x.com/deathblisss https://randall0755.neocities.org/ https://linktr.ee/deathblisss
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willow
sorry if i didn't include u i just yanked a grab bag of weebs - trying to shield him from the techtards and faggots (i'm sure he'll follow u back tho)
IzyMuffen — Today at 1:30 PM That is actually crazy that you can make a starter pack That is so cool
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willow
i am still painting flowers for you
https://selftherapy.bandcamp.com/album/- 物の哀れ by blu 1. playing in the wind 03:32 2. i just want you to find peace 03:34 3. tarnished 05:18 4. pierced 02:38 5. lovebombs 02:57 6. untitled 14:30 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGCklyHYWno
@dreary.bsky.social
why does it hurt so much lol
miss u
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willow
Telemour A telemour is a partner's of a partner's partner or a partner of a metamour.
willow
imitation intimacy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XO5VhFm6MXE . . https://soundcloud.com/edgemaster42/imitation-intimacy-cyborg9k-cover https://soundcloud.com/cyborg9k/imitation-intimacy-1 https://www.youtube.com/@georg1220
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willow
idk how you and kasey do it, i’m mary-coded
https://jyc.dev/stats/dreary.dev sleep schedule bad
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willow
yea absolutely lol, dw ur inner circle nowadays
https://skircle.me/
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https://x.com/inxlings/status/1890806754885210234 @INXLiNGs • 4h local youtuber completely ONE SHOT by a METAPHOR
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willow
this one made me cackle
https://x.com/s_otium/status/1890863950394249365 Savor Otium @S_otium •1h Logical positivism tube
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deadgvrl https://soundcloud.com/deadgvrl young enlightened hedonist https://soundcloud.com/deadgvrl/young-enlightened-hedonist-mix-3 punch the wall until i bleed cant air my thoughts honestly my whole life ive needed to know what im supposed to do but im not sure anymore what the path should be for me the disconnect between work and joy its one of lifes big mysteries i dont wanna work for my whole fucking life i dont wanna work until i fucking die i dont wanna figure out a compromise i just wanna relax, smoke my weed, and cry id rather party forever chill with friends or whatever live my life and live with love but i know id fuck it up i just wanna feel real joy watch tv or play with toys call me lazy call me crude but these ceo cunts can fuck off too i dont wanna work for my whole fucking life i dont wanna work until i fucking die i dont wanna figure out a compromise i just wanna relax, smoke my weed, and cry rotting in my room https://soundcloud.com/deadgvrl/rotting-in-my-room rotting in my room i don’t get outside much waste away, with my bad luck i’m so goddamn needy i want someone who needs me i don’t want your pity just somebody to like me id take just a damn hug some kind of physical touch i don’t get outside much waste away, because life sucks i’m so goddamn angry need anyone to love me pretty girl snuff film (bfd [birds fear death] cover) https://soundcloud.com/deadgvrl/pretty-girl-snuff-film-bfd-cover They're laughing in the halls, whispering behind the stage There lays my body, staring you in the face Don’t blush when I rip apart my skin, you know I look better When you have full view of my ribs I don't deserve to want to die Sympathy's not for girls with cut up thighs Spread my legs and tear open my chest I don’t want to be recognized I write my note, we're not alone Go out come home, and they all say Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself Kill yourself, kill yoursеlf, kill yourself, kill yourself Kill yourself, kill yoursеlf
willow
y'all really let me get away with anything 6 months ago bsky.app/profile/did:...
willow‬ ‪@dreary.dev‬ i wish i was an incel my caucasian xy chromosomes yearn to mourn my waning hegemony and treat women like objects 6mo - July 25, 2024 at 4:59 PM
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soap irl
lain from serial experiments lain ep12 14m54s977ms
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Cancer Cancer Libra discord 12/11/23 cass @rubyslvt
bro i dont know what this shit is
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Anti angloid action What's your skin color? @owen1893 White sadly. But im working in decolonizing myself
willow
i am a white, femme, transmasculine, non-binary, temporarily mostly able-bodied, neurodivergent, obsessive-compulsive, chronically ill, culturally jewish, unitarian universalist, non-monogamous, demi-romantic, grey-demi-bisexual, millennial, cat parent in mental health recovery
God forbid you disagree w a white bitch and now they gotta bring up the fact that they non-binary or gay or got adhd or an ED or Italian or autism or bpd or DID or childhood trauma or https://www.tiktok.com/discover/hi-im-cody-i-am-a-white-trans-masculine https://soundcloud.com/cornsyrupchugger/self-diagnosis
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Labels on your account You may appeal these labels if you feel they were placed in error. Non-default PLC keys This user has set a non-default PLC rotation key, possibly through a self hosted PDS. Source: lnvalid Handle
willowFeb 15, 2025
It works on my mushroom Personal Data Server: 🍄 Porcini https://internect.info
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It works on my mushroom Personal Data Server: 🍄 Porcini https://internect.info
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Chaotic Boy @maniacmongoose "A withered past, and a blurry future" you can't make fun of me, i was like 15 https://www.tumblr.com/maniacmongoose
willowFeb 2, 2025
https://kolektiva.social/@Kyler Kyler @Kyler@kolektiva.social Not being or becoming, but embodying the remainder. This a a paraphrase of a quote from Lee Edelman's No Future (pg 24-25): Thus, queerness could never constitute an authentic or substantive identity, but only a structural position determined by the imperative of figuration; for the gap, the non coincidence, that the order of the signifier installs both informs and inhabits queerness as it inhabits reproductive futurism. But it does so with a difference. Where futurism always anticipates, in the image of an Imaginary past, a realization of meaning that will suture identity by closing that gap, queerness undoes the identities through which we experience ourselves as subjects, insisting on the Real of a jouissance that social reality and the futurism on which it relies have already foreclosed. Queerness, therefore, is never a matter of being or becoming but, rather, of embodying the remainder of the Real internal to the Symbolic order. One name for this unnameable remainder, as Lacan describes it, is jouissance, sometimes translated as “enjoyment”: a movement beyond the pleasure principle, beyond the distinctions of pleasure and pain, a violent passage beyond the bounds of identity, meaning, and law. the only hint i have for the hands banner is that the original unedited image, which is just a normal black and white manga panel, is titled 23523. i have another edited version up on https://anilist.co/user/DrearyWillow pfp is Tōka Takanashi from Love, Chunibyo & Other delusions with sparkles and a collar n shit
this is a killer layout tho i should bring this back
willow
@WoojungSon-c6n 1 hour ago Thanks, just noticed most of Raymond Geuss videos I watch on YouTube were uploaded by you These videos helped a lot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UP2LRqVHx94&lc=UgyA7GCLfK2GldB8wF54AaABAg
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alt text backfill (+ i forgot i had previously posted about this)
text of post is from moishe postone, time, labor, and social domination, pg 49.
Antonin Artaud, 1947. Photograph by Georges Pastier Used in Who Needs a Worldview, 146, Raymond Geuss, Metaphysics Without Roots https://x.com/nicoscosc/status/1836809845745537393 Yoon Kim @nicoscosc Antonin Artaud: “Any true feeling cannot in reality be expressed. To do so is to betray it. To express it, however, is to *conceal* it. True expression conceals what it exhibits. … Any strong feeling produces an idea of emptiness within us, and lucid language which prevents [+] this emptiness also prevents poetry appearing in thought. For this reason an image, an allegory, a form disguising what it means to reveal, has more meaning to the mind than the enlightenment brought about by words or their analysis. [+] Hence true beauty never strikes us directly and the setting sun is beautiful because of everything else we lose by it.” (The Theatre and Its Double, tr. Victor Corti) alison dj 7:' ') ) @alisondj_dj •17h I always think this about the modernist project against the postmodernists People assume postmodernism was a pushback against modern 'sincerity', but we never truly expressed anything The chaos of postmodernism I think is a closer expression of our humanity, no 'concealing'
willowFeb 8, 2025
willow 2/4/25 18:24 most people's politics are just shadowboxing against the concept of mediation willow 9/20/24 9:53 mooooom the postmodernists are doing humanism and authenticity alison dj 7:' ') ) @alisondj_dj •17h I always think this about the modernist project against the postmodernists People assume postmodernism was a pushback against modern 'sincerity', but we never truly expressed anything The chaos of postmodernism I think is a closer expression of our humanity, no 'concealing'
willow
my ED was pretty formative to my identification with femininity
maniacmongoose reblogged cuddlesandbones I want… I want my collarbones to show. I want to feel dainty in sundresses. I want to be afraid of how I walk because my thighs won’t touch and it would feel strange. I want people to offer to give me piggy backs. I want my girlfriend to be able to lift me up. I want my girlfriend to beg for me to stay in her lap because I’m light. I want to cross my legs in class without struggling under the desk. I want to feel my cheekbones and jawline when I wash my face. I want my friends to be afraid of roughly grabbing me because they would think I’m fragile. I want people to ask me to be their date at prom, not to be the one that begs several classmates. I want to borrow colleague’s hoodies/jackets and be large on me. I want my hands to feel dainty while holding my gf’s hand/cupping her cheek/doing literally everthing. I want one sandwich to be so filling because my stomach is too small. I want people to offer to carry my things because they think they would be too heavy for me. I want to finally be able to wear a swimsuit in the summer camps without feeling ashamed of my thighs and belly. I want to easily walk through desks without struggling to fit between them. I want my thighs to still look small even when sitting on the chair. I want to jump and run across the hallways without looking disgusting. I want to be able to easily do exercises in P.E. I want to wear skirts at school without sucking in my belly. I want to be feminine at least from now on. I want to be able to wear every colour of jeans because I would still look small. I want to go shopping and fit the smallest sizes.
willow
@getdownon.it invalid :c
Identity Decentralisation Labeler Invalid Handle https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:mxsvcwyq6mofumlwyxiws3g5
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https://soundcloud.com/loser64/i-cant-get-what-i-want-ft-ntpa I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA] - Loser64 Not the Proper Attire [Loser64:] Am I creepy? Is there something that I’m not seeing ‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy I just wish you were happy to see me Can you see me? Let me just say I don’t need all that much to be okay And I’m hoping it works out one day But I know that it’s not going my way Going my way cause I- I can't get what I want I’m worn out and my mind is shot I’ll give up, I’ll give in try again and again I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I- I can’t get what I need ‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please I would pour out my heart But you won’t play your part I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start [NTPA:] Am I wrong Or do you simply refuse to play along I’ve done all I can I’ve followed the plan But I keep messing up again and again Do you care Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air Thought I did what you want Thought we had lots of fun But I guess all of that is done and I- [Loser64] I can't get what I want I’m worn out and my mind is shot I’ll give up, I’ll give in try again and again I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I- I can’t get what I need ‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please I would pour out my heart But you won’t play your part I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have I don’t expect you to understand There’s nothing left and it makes me sad I always feel like such a And it just kills me Every time I look at you I know it's stupid I know there’s nothing I can do
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when i’m in a resolving identity competition and my opponent is an atproto dev
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the maniac cover is prolly my fav tho soundcloud.com/maniacxxmusi...
brainsoup in my soundcloud likes
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willow
but i don't want to just be happy for you, i want to be happy with you
willow
brakence - deepfake And you're two thousand miles away So why am I stalking your Twitter and lying awake? I show my true colors, you left and my life got so gray I can't get over you, yet I built up so much hate But despite all the lies and projections, I hope you're okay
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yes it’s just how it appears in the client
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Karl Marx, Draft of an Article on Friendrich List's Book It is one of the greatest misapprehensions to speak of free, human, social labour, of labour without private property. “Labour” by its very nature is unfree, unhuman, unsocial activity, determined by private property and creating private property. Hence the abolition of private property will become a reality only when it is conceived as the abolition of “labour” https://marxists.architexturez.net/archive/marx/works/1845/03/list.htm Marx and Engels Collected Works (MECW) Volume 4 https://marxists.architexturez.net/archive/marx/works/cw/volume04/index.htm
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an orphaned willow reply to a deleted post? you’ll never guess who
ID did:plc:b3pn34agqqchkaf75v7h43dk Identities at://juli.ee Services #atproto_pds https://pds.bsky.mom https://pdsls.dev/at/did:plc:b3pn34agqqchkaf75v7h43dk/app.bsky.feed.post/3kyre2mvdrs2y
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https://pdsls.dev/at/did:plc:hx53snho72xoj7zqt5uice4u/app.bsky.feed.post/3li46xs6ai32k "text": "yea that works", "alt-for-nan": "but it's annoying as fuck", "$type": "app.bsky.feed.post",
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Leaving Bluesky This link is taking you to the following website: Visit Site / Cancel The embed on the root post is different from the facet link
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this is how you look rn
momlife comics “One Of The [Many] Differences Between Me & My Husband”, also know as Peach Husband Oh look, the last ripe peach! I’ll use it as a special treat in my daily smoothie.
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@dreary.bsky.social
18 x 92 =1,656
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willow
youtu.be/26PRhCJtgPQ
willow / @dreary.dev 666 followers slipknot - the heretic anthem
willow
i was too much of a coward to keep this up the other day
willow @dreary.dev • 14m feeling a lot of things i haven't felt since gail willow@dreary.dev • 13m between [redacted] and [redacted],., it's been really nice honestly willow@dreary.dev • 10m i have such a wider breadth of emotion now than then, and so to be clear, this of course is not my only touchstone for love, but nonetheless the recurrence in modified fashion is pleasant
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willow
i just don’t do drugs or get in legal trouble
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willow
this happened to me yesterday and then went away after a bit, idk
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ren was a rly good friend (2021 btw)
ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 8:46 PM tucks u in jumps for joy bc we can still chat willow — 12/15/21, 8:52 PM Ren I’m waiting for my bedtime story ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 8:56 PM once upon a time there was a wonderful human being named kyler. she was absolutely fantastic and any sane person would simply die for him on the spot. one day a little gremlin named ren came across the national treasure they call kyler, and she lost his fucking marbles bc they were like the best person ever and uhhhhhhhh ren exploded and then stitched themself back together and trembled violently and kyler was like wtf is wrong with u but ren simply took a deep breath, started crying, took another deep breath, and then in verbose detail explained to kyler that she would commit any crime to see him happy and is so happy that she is her friend, THE END willow — 12/15/21, 8:57 PM You are my favorite ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 8:57 PM explodes into itty bitty bits and dies willow — 12/15/21, 8:58 PM Puts you back together ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 8:59 PM if u told me to kms by jumping off a building i would do so many flips in ur honor
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ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 9:22 PM character quirk willow — 12/15/21, 9:22 PM Omg I’m tired I thought u said cracker quirk This discourse will be the end of me ren 🍓 — 12/15/21, 9:22 PM NOOOOOOO my cracker quirk is saying the n word with a violent redneck accent 🥺🥺 whats urs? 🥰
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willow
fascinating willow, tell me more
ren 🍓 — 11/18/21, 8:18 PM if i could detach my tits like legos i’d be fucking unstoppable willow — 11/18/21, 8:20 PM 🔥 ren 🍓 — 11/18/21, 8:20 PM URINARY TRAUMA AND TESTICULAR COMPLAINTS the two genders willow — 11/18/21, 8:20 PM LMFAO thats the other thing too i actually id think like going on hrt but i really do not want boob
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willow
one more for the history books
willow — 12/30/21, 12:02 PM new pfps :3 Mellow and mom (ren) talking with devilman
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never forget, i used to be dogshit at overwatch
season 4 overwatch 1019 final SR, 1173 season high SR most played heroes: zen, junkrat, soldier: 76 for 5 hours each image found in ren discord dms on 11/14/21, 8:30 PM
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willow
i did get a little better tho
Rank 109 Top 500 4400 SR /mnt/Vault/Pictures/documents/4-4-21 Backup/Overwatch/2019-10-19 12.10.41.jpg
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