alright yall can chill out now

discretionary power of another over matters of significance in my life

i took a pic of my work monitor because trying to load the transcript on mobile makes the browser go kabloom

i can make it

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this

do nothing, win

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing

got a haircut

yeah i’m not aware of a way to see it in social-app at all unfortunately

(i’ll send you a drive link of images btw but here’s that one)

my sweater split

lmao wtf how did i get unfollowed

walking dead

i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love

been in bio for forever, i research my rights thoroughly before i sign the contract

waow thanks aviva dot gay venn.aviva.gay/dreary.dev

this post is kinda complicated for me bc its riffing on this line from a blog post where i mean a lot of different things at once. the more direct answer short answer is being pretty and taking e

nice try buddy

say hi chat you’re on camera

HAHAHHA FUCK

bro kill me lmao

what an unbelievably stupid and etiolated model of interpretation

i fucking hate intentionality!!!!

check out the kasey tapes folks

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still working this out but i’ve recently been reflecting about the role of fantasy in my life. obviously spurred on by strong identification with the schizoid experiences i read about.

i engage in this all the time, but it’s historically been intensely private and sensitive about it. an old blog post described it partially:

my supportive non-monolingual bloomfs about me: "I know it's in English but despite that it's very good!"

never kill yourself

my relationships move fast we're already furniture shopping

this me

this was the only thing i commented about your appearance

meeting with jade was a success but we didn’t take any pics so i can’t use my draft ideas

meow4 gang

you’re in meow4 accly

i searched for masculine in my posts to prove you wrong but nvm you might have a point

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unfortunately this has awakened something in me