i kinda miss when i could use bsky as a hobby and had enough in my feeds to just perpetually interact. it had a lot of bad components but it was this socially distanced yet active posture that i enjoyed
i think i just need to be more careful about the implications of my emotions, and not to trick myself or others into interpreting them as unconditional or permanent
i deactivated my other bsky accounts and moved the public discord app off my home screen in an attempt to chill out a bit on social and i folded immediately