i miss him too

apologies to my followers for having dramatic variance in post quality and how interesting i am no i will not be changing my behavior under any circumstance <3

its actually so depressing reading my diary from 2 years ago, i was doing so much cool shit. i'm never gonna have the time/space/energy to read, learn, watch, absorb ever again

allow me to be uncharacteristically life-affirming for a moment and say that kasey’s companionship is very significant to me and i’m unspeakably thankful for her persistent kindness, accommodation, and support

i’m glad you can’t pin skeets tbh

totally unrelated but when i was first getting into tech, for some reason i installed and exclusively used anaconda prompt as my cli to install chocolatey packages (and literally no other purpose)

correct on both counts, and that’s why they’re good :)

this is what i look like, if you even care

i contain multitudes

the most significant philosophical sympathies one has are impossible to explicate lexically

mhm yea absolutely i agree

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lmao i literally outsmarted myself > made a quick bash script to automate a task and put in my local bin > kinda performing the desired task, but performing weirdly > realize a while ago i made a .basrc alias WITH THE EXACT SAME NAME as my script fml

dating me is fun because i don’t want to do things with you or talk to you and basically want nothing to do with you

important things going on in my heavily used spotify account

one time i put together a piano arrangement of “Tear In My Heart” and performed it for her as a surprise

i can’t stop crying

never again will i experience the sublimity of neglecting my partner during a pandemic lockdown

i would like for my body to be disposed of in the least sentimental and most environmentally conscious method possible

it’s weird bc a large amount of my direct casual interactions with people are just veiled in thick layers of irony my alternative mode is just being sad ig

absolution of self

i miss gail

gun shops are intimidating

porter robinsons “look at the sky” is hopelessly depressing to me i don’t want to be alive next year. i don’t want to make anything good. i don’t want anyone to have faith in me. i don’t want to be better. i want out.

they should design clothes for people who aren’t 5’8” and 300 pounds

this guy sucks

throwback to when i used adblock to make twitter usable (kasey messaging platform)

idk why but there’s a buncha feds on twt lately posting about how linux is impossibly difficult

it’s time for me to come out of the closet…

get a girlfriend they said, she won’t message you unhinged things with siri dictation they said

oh lawd he comin’

i do not care about devs “accomplishing a goal for people” (yes, even if [actually, especially if] that goal is creating use-values for consumers). i do not care about the empirical success of the “open source community”. i care about not being a sellout and not acting in an anti-solidaristic manner

critical support for that one employee of my client who doesn’t do work for months at a time until his coworkers ask “hey what’s Rob been up to?” and then he replies to all outstanding emails in one day

i diagnose you with

corpo verbiage makes me gag

our prayers have been answered

germany is so cool i wish it was real

y’all aren’t gonna believe this but this video has literally nothing to do with communism