working in customer service is awesome because you get to figure out new ways of communicating “nothing happened because you configured the software to only act when (P and not P) is true”

matter of time by kevin devine is very good

i like when all the professors post their syllabi on twt and chat with their peers it’s cute

i watched the whale and i liked the scenes that portrayed the disgust of eating but everything else was forgettable

kasey came into my apartment to wake me up for the executive address

i don’t miss ollie

there’s something so disrespectful about the “idc whatever, i was expecting it” mindset

n0thanky0u was so right that south america is the future of music

the yay-saying negativist

i think tomorrow i'd like to find a place to hide and listen to music

posting that was genuinely heartbreaking

no shortcut to reading

humans are really sensitive and weak and disgusting in a nice way

that nap really helped whew

got weirdly self conscious about my voice today

walked too much gonna nap now

hm that was ok, i think im usually a little too quiet

my walk took me off campus, which feels more significant

imagine if i kept posting on main with this frequency like i used to, in all its mundanity. delusional to expect i could maintain it with all the eyes, and even more delusional to think it wasn’t affecting me

why my toes hurt tho, what’s up w that

not much point logging in now that juli’s gone again, but it’s a good call for her. rebirth appropriate

i love you too julie

i didn’t realize the grok icon on tweets was an actual button and kasey and i played with it after discovering this fact the other day

mary is literally so smart and skilled

today didn’t go 100% as planned but honestly i’m super content

spoke too soon lol

evil appview

@merzboat.bsky.social u ever seen Beyond the Valley of the Dolls? watched it today and it seems way up ur alley

does is still count as compersion if the other person isn't necessarily happy?

i wonder if juliet will actually go through with it today, i know she wanted to do it during the weekend. not that it's too intense of a deal, but i do hope hailey is ok

i didn't like opening up main again, ignorance is better

my legs are more full than they used to be, and this is acceptable

bsky privs are like fucking in your parents house

believe first; understand later

forbidden: "i wish", "i hope"

i like when i play computer and my phone is out of sight

i kinda miss being able to parasocial indicate mental state, but its easily worth it

pragmatism is true; the only problem is that it doesn't work. some delusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path to any human life, so the question is how the construction should proceed. you don't need an identity, but i might occasionally need a few now and around here.

i really did miss n0, between willow homosexuality and the change of platform its been hard to keep up, finally feels like i'm coming back to him. it also feels like he's coming back to me since i'm listening to slightly older stuff. something really did change this year

chloe is good at handling such situations

i think i need to find my own interests for once in my life

i've been experiencing too many derivative works

i like that my eyes are always tired

i’m choosing to be confident about it

i hope cinny is alright

i’ve gotta stop waking and staying up so early

“please tell me if you find this account” i think im the opposite jonas, i almost want people to see it but i don’t want to know they’ve seen it so i can keep talking without the weight of consideration

i have no interest in politics or philosophy or economics anymore, really i’d just prefer to forget it all. but it is kinda embarrassing to have nothing to show for my life. i’ll catch up to something i care about eventually i guess. though i also kinda lack motivation for that too

i still feel hidden with hailey, like i’m not sure certain parts of myself will ever come into play. which is maybe actually kind of cool? unclear