test

test-again

can someone check on anna

i’m gonna make u post them on @whtwnd.com

woaaaa nat is here now

blood reallocated so fast i'm about to faint

oh sorry i did some actual drearydev testing this morning lmao, mostly deleted but my 'entities' experiment remains hehe

i'm giggling sooo much ehehehe

i appreciate the @ tho <33 felt v cute

i get it lmfao

dizaaaaa (lol tbh i dont have any immediate references that come to mind sorry) >.<

wait did we get divorced

so are we calling this thing "deer" or "deer dot social"

check this out @dreary

check this out @dreary

check this out @dreary

shizu-ass account

this is how i appraise the posts on your account

hey soap check this out

the music i’m drawn to recently incidentally contains lyrics as propositions i would hypothetically harbor antipathy towards

i hope my language here makes it clear that this is experienced as evaluatively neutral, an idle curiosity

i think sometimes i’m just bothered by the brashness, the unsubtlety of interpretation as such

always premature. allow it to unfold.

Where exactly did it apply its pressure, gain control? Representations: of his interests, advantages and disadvantages, pleasures and displeasures; for the condemned man and for the spectators it is an object of representation.

By what instrument did one act on the representations? Other representations, or rather couplings of ideas; these pairings could function only in the element of publicity: scenes that established them or reinforced them in the eyes of all.

His role was to reintroduce the real presence of the signified. Producing this signified abundantly and visibly, and therefore reactivating the signifying system - it is with this coin that the offender pays his debt to society.

it’s never you

thank you for everything

a touch softer than perception is exactly what i need, and exactly what you provide

i love you so much jules

i dont like my tone, at least not for this audience

if you look back at old diary posts im expressing things in similar ways, just to untangle some thoughts, or rather to capture a moment or an angle of the tangle. but now the assent and recognition is a bother. i dont want to be taken seriously and i dont want your reception.

this isn’t a conversation and this isn’t insightful. you’re welcome to watch but try not to bang on the glass of my enclosure

posts like this are why you’re in bloomf box, ily sara

it’s gonna be so exciting to see how many accessibility and usability features we can erode in the name of combatting ai

you get me

i like that you’re around ayana

yeah all the time, usually i’m skeeting simultaneously

such a soap pair of posts

pretty cool right, cant wait to see the horrors its put to use for when it flips red again

pretty annoyed with the way people talk about impermanence. it’s frustrating that people associate it with insignificance or that the appropriate attitude is one of detachment. something being “fleeting” is not particularly notable in itself, and the emphasis you place has a one-sided odor to it.

more generally, it’s just another instance of feeling rather alienated from my linguistic community. it’s all too thin, all too untextured. it makes me uncomfortable and isolated to use the same words as you.

i should mute some threads before i post them honestly. i dont know why im disappointed if i dont expect better

listening to memos from a month ago

i’ll allow it

self harm juli…

i’m too jaded, i just need to sleep

bsky.app/profile/did:... my one skill hehe bsky.app/profile/did:...

i hope you’re enjoying this conversation entirely comprised of worthless things i said ages ago