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i’m built different, i actually do live on no-gender island

oh yeah it’s not really an issue, it just made me realize i had no desire to adapt to the immutable way of doing things after looking into fixes (since a buncha scripts explicitly call bash instead of sh)

remember when my 5 minute foray into nix ended after i realized /bin/bash didn’t work ootb and i wanted to go home

also this is a bizarre anecdote but the first time i ever installed linux i tried and failed to setup nixpkg as my primary package manager for some reason

can confirm ✅

just finished and it touches on a lot of the points tangential to the blog post i just made (thanks for fantastically fitting recommendation!). i'm going to need some time to digest, critically reflect, and apply it

summary:

from the vault

the principle example of “showing more skin” i had in mind was wearing a t-shirt, so i’m not sure how slutty that is. but phrasing it that way certainly confirms i am extremely stupid :>

my body is adorable when i wear clothes that show more skin

girls with body image issues that exclusively wear baggy sweatshirts putting on something normal instead: i'm usually fat but wow look how cute and skinny i am!

i tell myself (and genuinely believe) that i just like wearing comfy clothes, but the issue is that "comfy" is not a pre-political concept. part of the reason an article of clothing counts as comfy for me is that it acts as a barrier for my skin from itself and my skin from the world around me.

this easily makes the list and has been living rent free in my head for months

i clicked on this expecting to experience joy.

it's bad and i'm embarrassed. it basically doesn't address anything despite dawdling for so long. i was just determined to actually put it out there once i had the idea this morning. thanks for understanding chat

pikachu shocked face

hey willow what was going on during december-january? oh, you know…

never expected to see an overwatch clip dump with a bol4 track

there’s something unspeakably powerful and sublime about music overlayed with gameplay audio, especially comms

ooh i haven't yet, just downloaded it now - thanks!

the citation that springs to mind is Democracy and Education, Chapter 19: "Labor and Leisure"

part of the reason marx’s analysis that workers are compensated for the time it takes to produce and reproduce themselves is so brutal is that the weekend feels like just enough time to get back on my feet, but before i can start stretching out and pursuing my own interests, i’m knocked down again

and frustratingly, it instrumentalizes my so called “free time”. i couldn’t tell you why, but my entire life i have been deeply preoccupied with having autonomously determined free time; i have been and continue to be profoundly disquieted by its absence.

not until they repent for their chrome usage

with the aid of a small stimmy

you shouldn’t, who she is is bad

:(

what’s going on with your eyes

i’m too weak for a 5/2 work week split

don’t have one of those either 😎

non-spotify user swag

listening to her is actually incredibly emotionally for me. there are vanishingly few times in my life where i have felt understood in this way and able to resonate with someone's experiences and emotions on the particular dimensions she discusses. i am so appreciative.

this is actually a wholly inadequate passage for the contextual significance i'm experiencing but if i use my own words it would be offensively inapt to dotes' mode of impressionistic presentation

though also that is simply an excuse to leave the unexpress-able (translation: me being unwilling to express, both publicly and to myself) unexpressed

statements dreamed up by the utterly deranged

the state of the internet is so disheartening

could be paradise, but it's really just california NN7qF8rhMm8

i could never do it, i'd freeze under the pressure unless you gave me a stockpile a lewds i could trickle post, then no one would suspect a thing

sorry soap i tried @nanners.bsky.social you're up, time to lock in

you should have one of your loyal subjects tap in (aka give soap ur login credentials and see if anyone notices)

must be hard to be a cult leader

we'll slowly release them into the wild over time so all the fags following you don't get overwhelmed all at once

alter ego juli dark mode juli evil juli limited edition juli doppelganger juli quirked up white girl with the sauce juli

you're a super thick half black russian goth girl living in japan that pins me up against a wall and whispers "я использую Gentoo GNU/Linux" in my ear, thereby convincing me that i'm not a tough guy and rather a beta bitch