oh fuck they hit me with the history is contingent and open attack - a critical blow. with the last of my strength, i gather the will to retort:

you have outwitted me in the marketplace of ideas D;

however i bet you weren't ready for this one: 'happy' in the original post was actually just an amateurish translation of 'eudiamonia' so my point still stands >:)

LOL ily, tyyyy if i weren't on bsky rn i would tell you my shrink horror stories uwu

yea i appreciate it <3 and don't get me wrong i'm not disagreeing bc im upset, was just kinda using it as grist for my mill to think through things you mean a lot to me and im thankful you think and care about me

yea but if i keep focusing on that i'll just never move on. i either have to tolerate work better somehow, or push through it, or idk what else. but i'm fucked like this idk. maybe i'm just really sensitive to stress, or maybe it's this particular job, i have no idea, not nearly enough data :/

like objectively its not that much right? maybe it is? i have no idea. it obviously makes me deeply unhappy. but i knew it would going in, it's labor. i just don't know how temporary or contingent an issue this is, or if i just need to become more resilient bc my element is weak to work type pokemon

idk its not even like sadness per se, it's more like lack of purpose. i have all sorts of drives but lack the temporal and psychological resources to cultivate them properly into powers and creations in the way i'd like - and as a result i become demotivated from pursuing them.

in which case maybe the solution is, suck it up, get good, try anyway. which yea fair enough - i'm overstating the issue and i'm trapping myself to an extent.

the other solution is to say that the diagnosis is incorrect - i don't need purpose, i need momentum, i need distraction. spend time with your gf you fucking dummy, that makes you happy, that gives you some semblance of meaning.

been there done that

i'd be even more disappointed with myself if i allowed myself to be reduced to a state where cognitive behavioral therapy could improve my mood

i'm not happy and i won't ever be

too many sufficient conditions for displeasure

russian sounds so cool, i wish more games had VAs for different languages

i just want it all to show up immediately, if there isn't a setting for it i'm just constantly double-clicking so i'm not waiting for text to appear (but maybe i'm just inpatient)

is there anyone that actually likes having the text slowly crawl across the text box in VNs?

we know, and we all love you anyway hate the sin not the sinner ❤️

imagine if this post was about ohio

critical support for the guy in destiny’s chat that typed “racial [sexual] preference is the same as gender preference”

pansexuals 🤝 modern day klansmen

what’s up?

ew

i have a total of 5 karma and my comments are comprised of: - cringe overwatch - poor answers to “how do i do x software thing” - promoting my manga scans - this (why was i engaging with reddit “socialists” at all?)

i have some genuinely embarrassing streaks in me - like depression cycle before last i could not get enough of guardin's pink lemonade and it's the most lyrically and compositionally dire thing you've ever heard in your life (but it has an amen break and emo boy voice so thats all that matters)

i'll say mine is pleasantly surprising so far

i havent listened to the new astrophysics album i should so that i suppose (i promise i won't dissect it this time [in your sight])

wujek mentioned!!!

the one thing we'll never come to an understanding on is the songs that become earworms for you i say smugly, listening to this for 1100th time in the past 3 days

dawg what

no shot your sexuality is theater kid

nvm after hearing his voice come out of that face it checks out, i retract my statement

do NOT ask him his opinion on jews

christians are just money grubbing misers on god

babe theres a side effect to having a litter too, think about the daycare costs, dental visits, healthcare... i feel like you're not taking this parenting thing seriously

see, i knew it! i bet this doesn't even do anything for you

jesse what the fuck is she-

ofc it can, i could give you so many litters of kittens 🥺 that's a function 🥺

like temporarily it would be fun to grab my feminine birthing hips don't lie

you wish i had an ass like that

thoughts on having Ruby get railed by Rails?

oops sorry i attached the wrong image i meant to use this one instead

@kasey.cafe they've got you pegged sorry leftoversalad.com/c/015_progra...

my elevator pitch: i'm not like the other faggot otaku :^)

you’d find a way to make it popular you clout freak

not selling my soul to the woke cult sorry

gotta love ajj

how am i supposed to compete with my gf in follow count if i shed several every time i depression cycle

“i signed up for visual novel posting and all i got in return was dry german philosophy, sophomoric CS, and trite lamenting” yknow fair