v… i know you must be really scared right now… i love you okay? if you ever need anything,,, i’ve got your back. stay strong SISTER (woman, validating) 💔
softer skin, hair changes, moderate anti-androgen effects
nice-to-haves that will be cute to experience and embody.
e alone is not a necessary or sufficient condition for girlhood, so it’s not about becoming a woman or whatever, idc about that
still a little apprehensive and unsure about certain fat distribution things. but i’ve let myself go since starting work anyway and twinkdeath is ever-approaching…
i’ll keep an eye on things and if i don’t like it i can always stop
nah you’re not annoying, i appreciate it. i’d love to leave my environment for a while to be honest. though i’ll reiterate that my motivation is not aversion, and it’s not a flippant decision. if anything ive wanted this for a while (years) and have been avoiding it due to fear
environment is an interaction that is simultaneously a “limit” and a mutually mutable co-constitutive moment. i can’t exist without an environment that inevitably influences me, and my existence contributes to the environment and can’t help but alter it in turn
of course you’re right than any strand can be relevant to pull on for a given case, but that’s a contextual judgement for a specific purpose. it doesn’t make much sense to me to assert strongly individual motives except as a relative emphasis,
so i’m not distraught in any way if my environment influences me in principle (although i can have strong evaluations about certain kinds of environmental influences, of course)
maybe i’m misunderstanding you, but how could there possibly be anything else? it’s not clear to me that there could be a pure enthusiasm divorced from one’s environment. obviously not to say it could not have an undue or inappropriate prominence, but of course it would always be causally present
i would be more bothered by the counterfactual in which i had a determinate instrumental aim. refusal to (or inadequacy of the method of) autopsy in this domain i take to be a desirable feature
yes sure, i was being jokey about kasey. i don’t know how to explain that this is action has basically zero cognition or intentionality behind it - im not trying to “fix” anything about myself or achieve any result, its just an action ive decided to do
fair skepticism (🚫🌴🥥)
but the only person who could do that is my bitch wife and i have infinitely more willpower than her
plus like literally nothing hinges on this, i’d be more concerned about someone pressuring me to eat lunch