i’m feeling somewhat sympathetic for those who feel the pull of the metaphysical need. how else is one to cope with weakness in the face of monstrosity and no power to overcome the conditions this horrific world is predicated upon? for most it is too much to bear.
teaching evaluations are vile
professors are cops and therefore any positive evaluation makes you a bootlicker sellout; but negative evaluation is futile complaining to the police dep bureaucracy
in either case, you’re also just filling out a consumer survey and greasing the wheels of capital
i legit will never comprehend what goes through the mind of a 61 follower soundcloud artist that makes derivative work from already derivative work decide "ah yes today i will enclose the commons"
literally what's wrong with you
rorty says this is his favorite passage from dewey and it makes complete sense
i can appreciate it, but mostly in the sense that it makes clear where the battle lines are between the reformist and revolutionary pragmatists
"lewis once said that philosophy is a matter of gathering together our intuitions and then finding the way to keep as many as possible. i think its a matter of treating both intuitions and accusations of paradox as the voice of the past and as possible impediments to the creation of a better future"
people clown on sam harris but the moral landscape is essentially on par with the rest of the supposed groundings for ethics, albeit more clumsily presented
its interesting how much William James consistently uses money as metaphor in his writing - i'm not sure if this is a reflection of the American idioms of the day but it doesn't feel irrelevant to his thought as a whole
one of the following is true:
a) this is designed poorly
b) there is a good reason for why it was designed this way and i'm too stupid to realize it
c) it can actually do exactly what i want, i'm just too stupid to figure out how it works
reading Philosophy and the Mirror of Nature reminded me how awful philosophy of mind is
i never want to hear about c-fibers or neurological subroutine correlates ever again
those edifying philosophers with the bravery to be hermeneutic in the face of systematic epidemiologists, those will be our heroic companions while untangling ourselves from the stultifying familiarity in which we find ourselves
sometimes i think that i am no longer as impressed with geuss as i once was, and then i read him again and fall in love all over again
to repeat a sentiment i had in an entirely different context:
"i doubt i really ever 'get over' anyone, i just get distracted"
today felt like the bullet hell
okay but like a turn based bullet hell because i have an email job
look there were just a lot of emails okay
hey my life is hard why are you laughing
shout out to anj for teaching me k-pop choreography that one time, despite being utterly humiliating it was really sweet of her. the jury’s still out on whether or not it was fun tho lol
the only reason anarchists should take umbrage with taxes is that they presuppose and maintain the money form (not to mention are historically responsible for its proliferation)
it’s actually kinda nice not having any friends at work now, it encourages me to be more completely alienated, keeping a tough outer shell without pores for the toxins to seep in
my bash script to clean up the formatting of text from books is also really useful for TTS purposes. the audio flows a lot more smoothly, and it in my most recent example it cut out 25 minutes of unnecessary pausing.
idk its not even like sadness per se, it's more like lack of purpose. i have all sorts of drives but lack the temporal and psychological resources to cultivate them properly into powers and creations in the way i'd like - and as a result i become demotivated from pursuing them.