actually i was just reminded tempo changes exist - they’re worth living for

such low resilience to adversity, paired with an overwhelming abundance of experiences interpreted as adversity. ligotti and schopenhauer are undoubtedly correct to emphasize the unyielding horror of existence.

i’m just a really whiny, entitled person. i’m unreasonably demanding and not enjoyable to be around. but don’t worry, i don’t want to be around anyone either, and i’ll make sure they know it. i have some activities that i don’t hate, but not much else. i wouldn’t mind dying.

after spending a bit in slow-burn indie yuri land i'm glad to be back to my roots

@prxr.bsky.social -core game

extremely American VNs with japanese honorifics and settings are a little weird as a reader, but mostly just anthropologically cute

one-tricking at a sufficiently high level in ranked is enough to make one a lifelong devotee of john dewey and william james

yuri

NTR writing is crazy man

this was a rly good decision

incredible opening

my friend went to the zoo

i’m conflicted bc the banter is actually one of the most pernicious toxic masc things in male-dominated spaces but on the other hand it’s so damn funny (and he was so hot b4 its actually so sad)

should i work from home tomorrow

ayo??

i hate oliSUNvia ngl

just lost 3 hours of my life driving home in the snow i’m gonna kms

these scales don’t work for me

This image is a pretty good litmus test for politics: do you regard this woman with respect, or disgust?

i want certain things to exist but the type of person that would be motivated to create the thing would do it wrong 😕

marxists watching top 10 productivity hacks videos to do the opposite to undermine the bourgeoisie

signifiers are treacherous and ought be abolished bf x likes to be playful with words gf

im just sitting here sipping tea and listening to 7 year old lofi while dispassionately playing my japanese porn slideshow (and its slowly curing my depression)

me and who

they should do a study where they give people a standardized test from their major 10 years after graduating and see if the scores correlate with earnings (or GPA for that matter)

with distance and reflection, i appear pretty

my anxiety attacks are a lot less violent now

The Autism Zone

raw sql is irritatingly inelegant

pompous language aside, this concretely means: - isolating myself - listening to sadboi trap - playing video games - immersing myself in projects - neglecting the women in my life

at my core i'm the same person i was 8 years ago the egyptianism of my desires is disappointing, and they are locked in place by being indexed to my idea of freedom.

i'm incredibly unremarkable, and that's sometimes embarrassing - but i wish i were more unremarkable in many ways. i wish i was invisible, to the point of being left alone completely. maybe then i could become something worth mentioning.

something i find really fascinating is the volume of creative works within their medium. like at some point in time it was probably possible to read every book in one lifetime, but that's clearly no longer the case. and since literacy is no longer restricted to specific class, the content of books

in most cases machine translation is perfectly serviceable (as long as it wasn't done forever ago)

don't wanna be seen

steam on linux makes the VN experience way more streamlined than i ever remember it being on windows actually. literally just enable proton and set launch options to "LANG=ja_JP.UTF-8 %command%" and youre good to go wtf

*installing eng patch for a vn* README.txt "instructions: [youtube link] windows 10 instructions: [youtube link]" oh interesting, they assume linux by default? *clicks link* nvm lmao windows 7

neat, i made a manpage

"There's a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can't take part, you can't even tacitly take part. And you've got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you've got to make it stop."

1:05:55

:~$ python3 >>> var = "your mom" >>> var += "my dick" >>> var 'your mommy dick'

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puppy-girls post twink-death: woof

i spend all day dealing with abstractions dreamed up by the worst humanity has to offer, and it has an utterly corrosive affect on my imagination.

"Suffering, pain, and dissonance are fundamental parts of beauty, not simply accidental."