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soap irl
lain from serial experiments lain ep12 14m54s977ms
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on it boss 🫡
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😢🤕
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i'm a known boredom lover bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:...
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my badddddd
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😭😭😭 love u slug
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in the lezzing out zone atm srry, unless you know any cute twinks
willowFeb 11, 2025
i’m sweet-spotting so hard rn
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Cancer Cancer Libra discord 12/11/23 cass @rubyslvt
bro i dont know what this shit is
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meeeeee :3
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i'm not like any of these things 😭 its a copypasta (check tiktok link in alt-text)
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Anti angloid action What's your skin color? @owen1893 White sadly. But im working in decolonizing myself
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i am a white, femme, transmasculine, non-binary, temporarily mostly able-bodied, neurodivergent, obsessive-compulsive, chronically ill, culturally jewish, unitarian universalist, non-monogamous, demi-romantic, grey-demi-bisexual, millennial, cat parent in mental health recovery
God forbid you disagree w a white bitch and now they gotta bring up the fact that they non-binary or gay or got adhd or an ED or Italian or autism or bpd or DID or childhood trauma or https://www.tiktok.com/discover/hi-im-cody-i-am-a-white-trans-masculine https://soundcloud.com/cornsyrupchugger/self-diagnosis
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Labels on your account You may appeal these labels if you feel they were placed in error. Non-default PLC keys This user has set a non-default PLC rotation key, possibly through a self hosted PDS. Source: lnvalid Handle
willowFeb 15, 2025
It works on my mushroom Personal Data Server: 🍄 Porcini https://internect.info
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my bed is so cold without you
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i didn’t really, pulled another “sleep 2 hours at kasey’s and then relocate”
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It works on my mushroom Personal Data Server: 🍄 Porcini https://internect.info
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Chaotic Boy @maniacmongoose "A withered past, and a blurry future" you can't make fun of me, i was like 15 https://www.tumblr.com/maniacmongoose
willowFeb 2, 2025
https://kolektiva.social/@Kyler Kyler @Kyler@kolektiva.social Not being or becoming, but embodying the remainder. This a a paraphrase of a quote from Lee Edelman's No Future (pg 24-25): Thus, queerness could never constitute an authentic or substantive identity, but only a structural position determined by the imperative of figuration; for the gap, the non coincidence, that the order of the signifier installs both informs and inhabits queerness as it inhabits reproductive futurism. But it does so with a difference. Where futurism always anticipates, in the image of an Imaginary past, a realization of meaning that will suture identity by closing that gap, queerness undoes the identities through which we experience ourselves as subjects, insisting on the Real of a jouissance that social reality and the futurism on which it relies have already foreclosed. Queerness, therefore, is never a matter of being or becoming but, rather, of embodying the remainder of the Real internal to the Symbolic order. One name for this unnameable remainder, as Lacan describes it, is jouissance, sometimes translated as “enjoyment”: a movement beyond the pleasure principle, beyond the distinctions of pleasure and pain, a violent passage beyond the bounds of identity, meaning, and law. the only hint i have for the hands banner is that the original unedited image, which is just a normal black and white manga panel, is titled 23523. i have another edited version up on https://anilist.co/user/DrearyWillow pfp is Tōka Takanashi from Love, Chunibyo & Other delusions with sparkles and a collar n shit
this is a killer layout tho i should bring this back
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my heart is full of microfractures for a girl who never existed
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@WoojungSon-c6n 1 hour ago Thanks, just noticed most of Raymond Geuss videos I watch on YouTube were uploaded by you These videos helped a lot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UP2LRqVHx94&lc=UgyA7GCLfK2GldB8wF54AaABAg
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you're almost everything i'd ever want but you're just not her, no, you're just not her in all honesty, i’m just not sure
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staring at the ground just thinking to myself i wanna talk to you but you're looking at someone else my head is full of smoke it's getting hard to see you're so far away you're so out of reach
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alt text backfill (+ i forgot i had previously posted about this)
text of post is from moishe postone, time, labor, and social domination, pg 49.
Antonin Artaud, 1947. Photograph by Georges Pastier Used in Who Needs a Worldview, 146, Raymond Geuss, Metaphysics Without Roots https://x.com/nicoscosc/status/1836809845745537393 Yoon Kim @nicoscosc Antonin Artaud: “Any true feeling cannot in reality be expressed. To do so is to betray it. To express it, however, is to *conceal* it. True expression conceals what it exhibits. … Any strong feeling produces an idea of emptiness within us, and lucid language which prevents [+] this emptiness also prevents poetry appearing in thought. For this reason an image, an allegory, a form disguising what it means to reveal, has more meaning to the mind than the enlightenment brought about by words or their analysis. [+] Hence true beauty never strikes us directly and the setting sun is beautiful because of everything else we lose by it.” (The Theatre and Its Double, tr. Victor Corti) alison dj 7:' ') ) @alisondj_dj •17h I always think this about the modernist project against the postmodernists People assume postmodernism was a pushback against modern 'sincerity', but we never truly expressed anything The chaos of postmodernism I think is a closer expression of our humanity, no 'concealing'
willowFeb 8, 2025
willow 2/4/25 18:24 most people's politics are just shadowboxing against the concept of mediation willow 9/20/24 9:53 mooooom the postmodernists are doing humanism and authenticity alison dj 7:' ') ) @alisondj_dj •17h I always think this about the modernist project against the postmodernists People assume postmodernism was a pushback against modern 'sincerity', but we never truly expressed anything The chaos of postmodernism I think is a closer expression of our humanity, no 'concealing'
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i'm so sick of february weather 'cause i'd rather burn than freeze

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i left a part of me in that […] apartment, and i know i’m never coming back again
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hey hey i didn’t even say anything! kasey just gets emboldened when there’s more caucasity in the room
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fuck off 😭😭😭
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my ED was pretty formative to my identification with femininity
maniacmongoose reblogged cuddlesandbones I want… I want my collarbones to show. I want to feel dainty in sundresses. I want to be afraid of how I walk because my thighs won’t touch and it would feel strange. I want people to offer to give me piggy backs. I want my girlfriend to be able to lift me up. I want my girlfriend to beg for me to stay in her lap because I’m light. I want to cross my legs in class without struggling under the desk. I want to feel my cheekbones and jawline when I wash my face. I want my friends to be afraid of roughly grabbing me because they would think I’m fragile. I want people to ask me to be their date at prom, not to be the one that begs several classmates. I want to borrow colleague’s hoodies/jackets and be large on me. I want my hands to feel dainty while holding my gf’s hand/cupping her cheek/doing literally everthing. I want one sandwich to be so filling because my stomach is too small. I want people to offer to carry my things because they think they would be too heavy for me. I want to finally be able to wear a swimsuit in the summer camps without feeling ashamed of my thighs and belly. I want to easily walk through desks without struggling to fit between them. I want my thighs to still look small even when sitting on the chair. I want to jump and run across the hallways without looking disgusting. I want to be able to easily do exercises in P.E. I want to wear skirts at school without sucking in my belly. I want to be feminine at least from now on. I want to be able to wear every colour of jeans because I would still look small. I want to go shopping and fit the smallest sizes.
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my relationships are not even in principle commensurable
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@getdownon.it invalid :c
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https://soundcloud.com/loser64/i-cant-get-what-i-want-ft-ntpa I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA] - Loser64 Not the Proper Attire [Loser64:] Am I creepy? Is there something that I’m not seeing ‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy I just wish you were happy to see me Can you see me? Let me just say I don’t need all that much to be okay And I’m hoping it works out one day But I know that it’s not going my way Going my way cause I- I can't get what I want I’m worn out and my mind is shot I’ll give up, I’ll give in try again and again I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I- I can’t get what I need ‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please I would pour out my heart But you won’t play your part I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start [NTPA:] Am I wrong Or do you simply refuse to play along I’ve done all I can I’ve followed the plan But I keep messing up again and again Do you care Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air Thought I did what you want Thought we had lots of fun But I guess all of that is done and I- [Loser64] I can't get what I want I’m worn out and my mind is shot I’ll give up, I’ll give in try again and again I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I- I can’t get what I need ‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please I would pour out my heart But you won’t play your part I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have I don’t expect you to understand There’s nothing left and it makes me sad I always feel like such a And it just kills me Every time I look at you I know it's stupid I know there’s nothing I can do
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when i’m in a resolving identity competition and my opponent is an atproto dev
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migration working like a charm episode 300
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(nova crashout) im a fuckign F@g i know that you dont care im lsot in the sauce im lost in jerking off youre adultering my adulting fucking up my life no matter how many chords that i play ill never

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crashing out on main
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rip lil watermark btw
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*a kinda bangs

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BRAINSOUP!

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the maniac cover is prolly my fav tho soundcloud.com/maniacxxmusi...
brainsoup in my soundcloud likes
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it’s funny because i’m like totally fine. the feelings are real, they’re weighty, they matter, but i feel entirely capable of handling them. i don’t have the need to run from them. i even welcome them, although i don’t love the situation that spurred them on.
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behind on work because i spent all day feeling emotions
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my heart keeps tripping in unexpected and confusing ways
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but i don't want to just be happy for you, i want to be happy with you
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brakence - deepfake And you're two thousand miles away So why am I stalking your Twitter and lying awake? I show my true colors, you left and my life got so gray I can't get over you, yet I built up so much hate But despite all the lies and projections, I hope you're okay
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gnawing every single bone you shattered you're everything i need

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summer's gone

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these polycule charts are getting out of hand
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Chrono Trigger: Secret of the Forest - Contraband VGM - クロノトリガー

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well at least it’s not this bad

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🥳 begrudging consent acquired
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