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willow

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andromorphic angel



i can make it
Wednesday, February 10, 2021 + 1577 days = Friday, June 6, 2025
check willow diary logs from 5/27/23 when originally calculated
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7/23/2026 is still a fallback if i fail tho

very good as always mark, i am filled with the determination to make it through


hmmm mayhaps i was fed misinformation and lies by a certain finnish bunny

im referred to as "willow kaseycule" to distinguish



endearing karaoke to fall in love and asleep to
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cozy best friend podcast to wake up to

my skin is a lot more soft than it used to be

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this
# diary
January 23, 2024
willow at 2:15 AM
screenshot of messages from cass (kasey) at 22:23
everything is making sense now
babe
stirner
im unmonogamy pilled
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do nothing, win
max stirner scribble

hell yea, im pretty sure you said the same thing last time yay ty mary :>

i stg i had your manga tracker at one point but i can’t find it anywhere in my bookmarks T-T

i’m really glad some of you have alts now

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing
Untimely Meditations, Nietzsche, pg. 62

In the case of the smallest or of the greatest happiness, however, it is always the same thing that makes happiness happiness: the ability to forget or, expressed in more scholarly fashion, the capacity to feel unhistorically during its duration. He who cannot sink down on the threshold of the moment and forget all the past, who cannot stand balanced like a goddess of victory without growing dizzy and afraid, will never know what happiness is -worse, he will never do anything to make others happy. Imagine the extremest possible example of a man who did not possess the power of forgetting at all and who was thus condemned to see everywhere a state of becoming: such a man would no longer believe in his own being, would no longer believe in himself, would see everything flowing asunder in moving points and would lose himself in this stream of becoming: like a true pupil of Heraclitus, he would in the end hardly dare to raise his finger. Forgetting is essential to action of any kind,

okay this is pretty true but its such a funny word. works better uncut

yeah everyone keeps telling me to be, in fairness to myself ive historically been too obsessively focused with one individual and this time around its rather different. feels like something i have to go through rather than around in any case

hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.
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the room is filling with carbon dioxide the more i breathe and i need some fresh air soon. i’m becoming increasingly sick of myself - the escaping words feel uninspired and disagreeable, and im frustrated with myself for having no others.



it’s more of an indictment of my ED that you can’t tell the difference 😭

i have never been to the gym in my life (i was just anorexic in 2017)

me too, i’d still let him fuck me tho

got a haircut
jk this is me from april 2017
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noooo this was bait mark i didn’t actually get a haircut i don’t deserve the label 😭😭😭

yeah i’m not aware of a way to see it in social-app at all unfortunately
https://pdsls.dev/at/did:plc:hx53snho72xoj7zqt5uice4u/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfaqkjveu22t

alt: relationship anarchy symbol with pink clouds and palm tree silhouettes
kami - tiempo
https://soundcloud.com/k4miina
ril/tiempo
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(i’ll send you a drive link of images btw but here’s that one)
RA Clouds.png

yea i kinda wish alt text on vids was a bit more apparent soundcloud.com/k4miinari1/t... is the track, and the image is my phone background that i made years ago with a desaturated RA symbol

lol dw it was already fucked before, just poorly made

my sweater split

goated examples repo thanks dame


lmao wtf how did i get unfollowed
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OH GOD FUCKING DAMNIT JONAS

i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love
https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/19a

jd - nineteenism

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once
feel my bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i'll be good

what will I take to feel ok tonight? another day to not be dead inside i'll just scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth i never knew if I was ever gon get over you i'm falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do they talk behind my back I hope it's all the truth

this could maybe be one of the things i come to look back on as quaint and non-committal but i really do mean it for now. i want willow to be happy, and the things kyler does are not happy
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(instead of inserting an excessive amount of discomfort about happiness as a concept, i will trust the reader to interpret this with enough background to get what i’m going for)

hard + annoying + don’t wanna + i’ll do it anyway

surely i will not regret skipping meals at this time

separate jonas /s alt solves this

cute hehe proud to be a specific certain person <3



are you degendering trans women 😐
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(im so sorry im obviously trolling)

been in bio for forever, i research my rights thoroughly before i sign the contract
anna’s main’s bio

she/her
any/all ONLY by my partner rodent appreciator