software devs are way behind other makers in the "unnecessary sex scene" department

i still find it intimidating but its genuinely so cool that you can look at what's going wrong in some open-source program and just... fix it yourself!! and then if ur real brave you can share your work

its very embarrassing but its fun hanging out with actually talented people

needs more .*.*=.*

lieu

god i wish that were me

homegirl overprepping for november

sorry honey i’m familiar with your daily routine you couldn’t retain semen if your life depended on it

you’ll never catch me voting for a guy with 3 kids… semen retention failure :|

dearest apologies my dear rattington jeroba

kasey jumpscare

hi nan :3

discord moot between us added me btw it was cute

it was me sorry i got too nervy to say hi ^~^

40 elephants

maybe i should i reconsider my policy of introducing myself with any/all when prompted

i mean it’s contextual like if i’m at a work i usually just say “he is fine” and it’s not like im getting asked in non-woke environments, i could take the free clout

i always think it’s funny when people say “stop reading theory it just makes you sad”, because lol yeah, integrating into society as it exists would make you happier. but to be happy in conditions like these is pathological.

“The psychological observation of all of those uncounted, defective human beings - and defectiveness has become the norm today - this observation alone justifies us in saying that the potential of human beings is being wasted and suppressed to an unprecedented extent by institutions.”

“Whatever happiness is intermittently tolerated or granted by the existing entirety bears the marks of its own particularity. To this day, all happiness is a pledge of what has not yet been, and the belief in its imminence obstructs its becoming.”

“Happiness would be nothing short of deliverance from particularity as a general principle irreconcilable with individual human happiness here and now. Happiness would be the negation of all false happiness.”

i could have saved a lot of words if i just quoted shreyan with this pic

i miss him too

sometimes i come and give you scritches when you sleep (you get real eepy around hour 10 of gooning)

thems the brakes kiddo i don’t make the rules, im just coerced by the mute compulsion of clout poasting

(i’m sorry soap i love you, im sure you’re a very handsome boy)

when you do i will quote this original post and say “new worst face reveal just dropped”

soap face reveal when

its actually so depressing reading my diary from 2 years ago, i was doing so much cool shit. i'm never gonna have the time/space/energy to read, learn, watch, absorb ever again

i could start ambitious projects and follow through with them, without feeling too tied down because i could just focus all my attention immersing myself. philosophy, art, political theory, i was growing so much, it was such an exciting time. i was basically going through a personal revolution

every day was wide open and filled with potential, that i made sure to follow through on fulfilling that potential

i’m aware that this time wasn’t perfect and i’m not naively wishing for a rolling back of the clocks; same with my recent reminiscence of previous amorous relationships: i am mourning the loss of particular characteristics of the time that i am sorely missing nowadays

i suppose i shouldn’t stress the parallel too much - the latter has more than a twinge of regret, and the permanent eviction of someone i consider(ed) very dear to my heart. the former is grieving the absence of a temporal modality i found extraordinarily generative and rewarding

apologies to my followers for having dramatic variance in post quality and how interesting i am no i will not be changing my behavior under any circumstance <3

you should all read Nathan Snaza's "School Sucks"

honestly just read Snaza in general

tbh hes not innovative at all and it can get kinda saccharine and banal, but it's a fine restatement of boring truisms

allow me to be uncharacteristically life-affirming for a moment and say that kasey’s companionship is very significant to me and i’m unspeakably thankful for her persistent kindness, accommodation, and support

^-^ tyty, i’ve been less active since becoming a wagie but i try my best to post when i can

lol?? am i a known entity

i hate the homogenization of the net!!! i want to go home to the wired!!!

talk yo shit soap 🗣️🗣️🗣️ spread the gospel 🗣️🗣️🗣️

i’m glad you can’t pin skeets tbh

bsky is resist-lib coded 🥲