monday mornings are so rough for my eyes, first time they’re exposed to light in 64 hours

it’s actually super trippy and confuses my brain for a few minutes, like it has to re-acclimate itself to the existence of the sun

kawaii future bass and sadboi rap AMVs were historically the most important influences on getting me initially more interested in anime

the low hum of pc fans kinda comforting sometimes

unscrewed 3/4 of the lights in my room, still too bright when I’m forced to turn it on. gotta get softer bulbs

I didn’t know Mormons couldn’t have caffeine, that makes sense why the ones I knew had their own carbonation machine

even if i change the cover art there's no way i'm getting away with the title †新感覚獣姦魔法少女☆マジカル褐色ロリエルフ† - チカっとチカ痴漢

convos with some of my friends make me feel like a character in a socratic dialogue "it is certainly so, just as you have said. my brains must have been addled to even consider the contrary to your evidently astute judgement"

i phrased this so it sounded less conceited but the character in mind that i felt like was socrates lmao

grrr just give me pushback don't just agree >:(

my level of trust in relation to view count can roughly be modeled by: y = (100,000/x) - 10 where x is views and y is Trust Units

i tried to craft some cotangent abomination but that was too hard so we’re sticking with this

listening to my autistic homies is extremely comforting and very relatable but then i get weird moments where i worry i’m just being dramatic and appropriating real struggle and it’s like bro you don’t even believe in the ontology of psychology much less the tiktokification of it, don’t sweat it

ig just worried i’m a trender. sucks because the whole conversation is in reference to a diagnosis and I just need to drop that and focus on the particulars that resonate nominalism

2cp…..

current solution to adblock: - use youtube site directly as a front end - Context Command EXecutor extension to open context menu - open in mpv still feeling out invidious, but yeah we'll see. wild that my phone is better for ads atm

CCEX: addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefo... if you use a firefox fork remember to symlink native-messaging-hosts: gitlab.com/NamingThings... about:addons > ccex > preferences

also if you wanna use flags like --auto-window-resize=no make sure your mpv is updated, some distros' packages are out of date (mine was) mpv.io/installation/ fruit.je/apt

idk why i started writing this as a how-to guide in the second person lmfao

the sponsorblock script is cool github.com/po5/mpv_spon...

still have to worry about setting playback speed too high for the streaming rate. if i just care about audio --no-video is great, but i wonder if there's a good way to switch up the resolution on the fly

this seems to work for now to stop 4k: ytdl-format=bestvideo[height<=?1080][fps<=?60][vcodec!=?vp9]+bestaudio/best mpv.io/manual/maste... and i can just add more presets for 720p or lower, as i expected there's no way to change resolution once the file is loaded

The straights are not ok

Girl: hey do you have any advice about my relationship Uber driver guy: ok but what if you had sex with me instead You could not torture this out of me

ooh baby a triple

i don’t interact with anyone on here at all really, it’s funny to see who it pulls in

I hate gift I hate holiday :( sorry for your human connection

charge your phone >:(

poor phone ;-;

I turn into such a blabbermouth around my brother lol

i’m unironically looking forward to the end of the month so i can have fresh data for my budget

orange lounge!!!

against my strong urge to be an obscurantist, i will provide the sauce (this is mostly for my own selfish reasons so i can listen when i go through my skeets [vom] later). i didn't appreciate this album nearly enough the first time i listened a while ago.

i need to listen to more swing rhythm music - as long as i can avoid the PTSD flashbacks of playing in jazz band it's very enjoyable

my analyst doesn’t know what a PB HAR is it’s all over vro

there’s so much goofy jargon in this job lmao

i love coding with 3x speed music :>

anthropology underestimates the extent to which the subjects of its study are self aware duplicitous poasters

damn, post ironic memey posting doesn’t work when you follow it up by genuinely being a whiny sensitive bitch

ugly and fat 🙃

keygen blues

her hand print lingers on my windshield from when she crushed that bug….. 💔

How is it possible that 100% of the mail I receive is intended for a recipient that is not me, and how come there are 5 different identities receiving mail at my address

Noooo do NOT let the retarded puppy (me) change production!!!! Retarded puppy (me): *paws at your void and repost utility* arf arf uwu Oh god half the UCLs were excluded Some hard drive containing PHI in Arkansas: *sizzles and pops*

Update on this lovely never ending saga

somehow today I ended up explaining subahibi to 5 coworkers in a meeting today and someone looked it up and found the phrase “abhorrent sexual content”

i should probably feel more shame about it than i do lol

the world is a vast agglomeration of violent abstractions and intersecting oppressive systems some rich white guy from the global north: ok but have we considered how this makes the functionally pacifying source of cultural reproduction mildly more inconvenient for me to access