this is gonna sound insane but audiobooks are good for stim bc you can adjust speed and your body is free so you can play minecraft or whatever. and the fact that inaction means it just keeps on rolling, rather than it taking active intention to focus your eyes. you can just wander around n stuff
she wasn’t wrong, but she also missed a lot. namely, and at least, the value of the performance of projective and deflective self-criticisms that are incorrect on their face.
there was one time at church as a child where the pastor was talking about miracles and i broke down crying and prayed that my dad wouldn’t need to wear glasses anymore