fwiw i can't really explicate my reasoning with any degree of satisfactory determinacy to skeptical interrogation either (see: prxr meltdown arc)
like i can retrospectively evaluate certain things as desirable but the motivation is kinda just fickle and nebulous and that's honestly fine
yeah that too, i was just hella motivated after missing jay
most of my socials over time have been like finding a small bitchy asian cis woman and getting subsumed into her friend group for a bit, so you could try that
notably nothing in that thread really worked, and neither did my asian girlies. my current arc is the only one i’m actually somewhat content with socially