dude how come no one told me companionship was so great

i spent the last two days with lindsey and it was just rather pleasant, i enjoyed her company. i don't think i even have a crush on her anymore, i just like spending time with her

oh it was ryo

something unfortunate about taro dying is that kasey isn't really up to date on my life

"if you're scolding me you can use he/him" wait no that's too kinky

i should probably try eating something today

my lips are dry and chapped and ugly, only made worse by me anxiously biting them

meh im trying to make up for being boring by just typing things anyway and it's making it worse

i hope it doesn't reply it's too humiliating

ok nvm danii is sweet

i slept nearly 9 hours and don't feel rested at all

welcome to the sleep updates willow channel, i'm boring myself typing it

this account is off to a rocky start

make that 7am-9:30pm btw

surprisingly painless addition

i really dislike all my past selves

i don't really feel like talking to danii tonight, it's too pathetic when all ive done since we last spoke is sleep and work

okay ngl this was the worst spontaneous 7am-8pm shift ever

i want my life back bro 😭😭😭 it's gonna be like this all week too

it was a statements escalation too, i freaking hate statements

i was pulled aside and asked about my pronouns

they recommended i put they/them in work bio and i was like ehhh i don't wanna make it a thing

"i thought you were they/them but sarah definitely heard your manager say he/him so we weren't sure"

i told them any/all was fine but they're using they/them going forward

spoke wayyyyyy too soon lmfao

my evil meeting got cancelled!! woohoo

they call it "mid" west emo for a reason, they just accidentally forgot the space

they're giving me a popcorn bowl / artisan mug for my 3 year anniversary

strange corpo

the reason taro stopped working is that i forgot to enforce the boundaries i set in the skeet contrasting myself with kademlia

taro became gothic church with a threadgate, which is better but not by much

you can watch, just don't tap the glass please

feels strange to be transparent about my misgivings as well as excitements

still not sure i've got the balance right, both are a little self-centered

alright the weekend honeymoon is over, see you in a few

is it autistic if i do an autistic thing autisticly after foreknowledge and consideration of how autistic it is

about to go to the humiliation factory wish me luck

gonna give drearii a try

i'm much happier as an enby (boy) than as a boy (enby)

as much of a meme label as it is, the most accurate sexuality for me is demi-grey-sexual

which is funny considering i transitioned from being demi-gray-romantic

yes the difference in spelling is significant. the sexuality is softer and less bold even when present, and the romance was harsh, cloudy, and opaque

there's no more escaping it, after aesthetic theory i'm returning to hegel

thinking about non-categorical obligation and it's relaly cool, i wanna explore that more

responsibility, limitation, imposition, i love the demandingness of it all

i'm watching the scene where hitagi is toying with koyomi in the back seat with her father up front and its reminding me of the times in high school when gail and i would do hand stuff on long roadtrips with my parents, those were good times

genuinely shocking how horny we were, hormones are crazy

not that it hasn't been said before but evangelion : darling in the fraxx :: monogatari : bunny girl senpai except the latter is like way better on both the original and the knock-off

and like extremely varied, its impressive

this is lovely btw