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mirror of https://twitter.com/DisheveledDiary i was very young and still had a lot to learn, pls be gentle with me

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How to self harm without leaving lasting damage that I’ll be annoyed with later
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I could probably have time to bleed out for a few days before anyone came to check
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Can I just die for a little bit
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Desperately want to stay home for a week to figure my shit out
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I went for a walk/run 5 mi feel like fucking shit
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I’m so fucking erratic I wanna die lol
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Today was the strongest inclinations I’ve had to purge lol I still really want to this fucking sucks I hate myself so much
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haha binge binge binge binge binge binge binge hahahahahhahahaha
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disgusting fucking ugly i hate myself
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Speaking of gender expression, I sure hate mine today :D
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"Gender expression is an important part of every person's identity, and it's inborn - not something we choose." from Jacob's New Dress. bruh nah can we stop with this shit how would that even work. ah yes before i was introduced to culturally contingent modes of gender expression
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listening to the audiobook for start here, start now by liz kleinrock and its mostly really good but fuck man youth liberation again is a huge missing thing i feel. like often its so so so mcuh better than anything else ive read but now were at a section where shes saying things
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finishing prison by any other name, still budget foucault, but has some good recent data, desperately desperately needs youth liberation frame
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Absurd contradictory and rapidly shifting emotional states tn
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“UW Madison recognizes the inherent sovereignty of the Ho-Chunk nation” bruh what I’m so confused how does that work what does that do. I mean good that you talk about colonialism before talks but what materially does that do
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days like these are when i really miss having in-person physically intimate relationships :( very comforting to me
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Saw someone unironically appeal to leviathan as justification for the state lmao there’s just no way yikes forever
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Numb day, oddly enjoyable, everything muted
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It’s actually depressing how much of modern feminism is retributive and carceral.
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im so fucking tired i think im gonna skip class. no sleep, no food, exercised in the rain 2nd day in a row, intellectually burned out from grinding weekend and trying to also keep up personal interests :(
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holy fuck i forgot how frustrating and uncomfortable makeup makes me lmfao. every time i try its like FUCK NO OH GOD THEY DID THAT??/ HOW DOES THAT WORK??? HOW CAN YOUR EYES JUST BE OKAY WITH THAT
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ok this is really interesting convo, i think i actually ultimately disagree but very interesting to entertain ideas, i think ill download the vod and upload https://clips.twitch.tv/BitterRudeJalapenoSeemsGood-aVL7xlbDxOHrm7S4

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Also lightheaded arc of eating :/ zzz
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Did you know you can get acne from washing your face too much? That’s fucked
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Collection of things from Twitter this morn
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Yo holy shit I need to watch more TheSillySerious/BlondePhilosophy she’s so interesting. Unfortunately she’s only really on twitch but it’s worth it. Really good and interesting takes on consent and sex, but what I’m watching rn is her talking about her virtue ethics and
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absolute queerplatonic banger https://youtu.be/27yq-rjESx4

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American libertarians have such a bazaar mish mash of contradictory beliefs wtf
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Oh and that reminds me I never talked about that thing with my will I mentioned a bit ago. Basically while Gail and I were dating my perspective on my will was like ok gail can take whatever she wants, then isaiah, then parents
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Saw someone’s suicide manifesto on the TL, have some thoughts I wanna unpack. (Yeah maybe a little weird to make someone else’s experience about *me*, but idc not like anyone will really see this)
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this is what i want my body to look like
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im writing a philosophy paper and i always get caught up in studying and understanding a perspective and in the process im just constantly like "ok is this coherent" without regard for whether its true or not and then when i go to critique it im like "but i cant!! its coherent!"
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u know that your ribs can be uneven if you have no core muscles? wack
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I really need to learn to moderate my mental illness lol - just a little anorexia as a treat. I always go too hard fast
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Forgot foggy classes and just being totally checked out - not just like oh I’m not interested but like I physically couldn’t focus if I wanted to. My body feels exhaustion
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today is gender euphoria day :)
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Yesterday I tried to explain school abolition in DSA lol idk if I did a very good job. I get so nervous and flustered in groups too big, but there were only like 10 people. Really need to work on eye contact with people
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Also had really good and long convo with Ryno too :) I really like him
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Someone at my DSA meeting cited Lenin and kropotkin back to back
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Are there allosexuals that chase asexuals? I can imagine but the motivation would have to be so interesting
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def hitting the depression and lethargy stage of not eating well, so annoying
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forgot this weird feel where tummy is so empty you feel like youre gonna vomit. but also bazaar that i dont feel hungry at all lol, body has just given up on cues ig
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Cat is the only person I see post good takes on insta, mostly organizing (thats real not performative) but also stuff like this
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fck
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I hate that nitzsche was right about defining words, it means I’ve gotta read all of history before speaking
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quoted malatesta is my paper lmfao
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https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/brian-a-dominick-animal-liberation-and-social-revolution#toc11 this is the best vegan text omg https://youtu.be/KViYiDn-p60

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Animal Liberation and Social Revolution

Brian A. Dominick Animal Liberation and Social Revolution a vegan perspective on anarchism or an anarchist perspective on veganism, with a preface by Joseph...

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https://t.co/PlN9BSu2Uo im brain blasting i hate these like 3 word terms with idiosyncratic meanings fuuuck T-T https://t.co/xbxgY5ebpB you fool, how could you have mistaken socially neccesary labor time for lower phase constant abstract labor value time

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How “Socialist” Can Commodity Production Really Get?

Commodity Production has been a hot topic in Marxist debates in the last century. This article serves to clarify its meaning, role and…

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Hmmm it is possible I have been misusing femme, and should instead be using fem
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Also I’ve been thinking about how my social interaction comfortability varies on how many are there. Like one on one can be pretty weird for me, like there’s too much pressure on me to talk. But if I’m really engaging like philosophically w someone and I’m comfortable with
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