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just so tired :( this sucks

Lmfao it sucks so fucking much being afraid to speak, finally doing it, then having a horrendous experience. I can feel my harmful psychological dispositions being reinforced and i hate it.

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/243462322_Intersectionality_and_dissensus_A_negotiation_of_the_feminist_classroom

https://digitalcommons.uri.edu/jfs/vol7/iss7/8/

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Teaching against Hierarchies: An Anarchist Approach

The state of California spends more on prisons than on colleges and universities, and the fact that these two budgetary figures are often compared shows the relationship between the two state institutions. Our classrooms, starting from a very early stage, not only prepare children to be productive members of the consumer economy but educate them for complacency in the face of state violence and mass incarceration. In attempting to move away from hierarchical models of education, this article looks at the feminist pedagogical theory of bell hooks and antiauthoritarian and anarchist theorists such as Jacques Rancière and Derrick Jensen in order to begin investigating alternatives to current education systems. It also identifies major problems in attempting to construct antihierarchical classrooms within a larger society that is still suffering from oppression and structural inequality, and claims that, if not paired with direct action, any attempt for revolutionizing education will meet up against repressive state institutions.

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/ziq-anarchy-vs-archy-no-justified-authority

theanarchistlibrary.org

Anarchy Vs. Archy: No Justified Authority

ziq Anarchy Vs. Archy: No Justified Authority Or Why Chomsky Is Wrong 2018-08-08

https://www.anarchistfederation.net/brian-oliver-sheppard-anarchism-vs-right-wing-anti-statism/

.Sep 20, 2021

Basically what I expected out of YDSA meeting. They don’t meet too often so I think I’ll keep going. I’ll def follow along with reading group (someone likes Bookchin so copium maybe some libertarian socialists) and maybe will do some irl shit too if something seems interesting

.Sep 20, 2021

based i should look up (also luxemburg too)

.Sep 18, 2021

enjoying the 20 minutes of soft legs before my body starts doing this again

.Sep 18, 2021

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.Sep 17, 2021

Have an important recognition of the evolution on my perspective on the contents of my will (when I die document thing yk) and gail that I wanna think through after class

.Sep 17, 2021

this guy got so mad today in class - collective action problem example +.5 grade pts if all cooperate, 2.5 if 1 defect, 0 if 2+ defect. 1st round 4 defect, 2nd round we get chance to talk, conclude we do public ballot rather than private, this guy gets so pissy lmao

.Sep 17, 2021

Social Class and Social Action: The Middle-Class Bias of Democratic Theory in Education really thought provoking and interesting article

.Sep 16, 2021

Don’t think I mentioned this before but there are these 2 girls that are friends in my Ed Pol class that are super upbeat and kind and they paired with me before, very cool and understanding people. Felt very comfy with them during mock interview activity and was a little too

.Sep 16, 2021

Mood flux like wild today :( really exhausting to go between so much - depressed numb content anxious lethargic disgusted pathetic sad functional excited frustrated rushed just back to back it’s a lot

.Sep 16, 2021

lmao im so depressed :(

Don’t think I’ve ever told anyone this but I’ve had fantasies for a long time of cutting the fat parts off of myself and they’re back rn. Ofc would never do it (doesn’t make practical sense, wouldn’t be effective, would be horrendously ugly even if it wasn’t bad for the obv)

165 :( holy fuck dude yikes

Lol I hate college kids “ummm actually I don’t think it’s fair to judge the validity of Socrates’ arguments, he was doing the best he could at the time” no way you just historical-cultural relativism excused that

???? why did they follow me lmfao

Lecture attendance is such a waste, I convinced myself to go but I’m skipping in the future lmao slow boring useless

I understand what you’re going for but lol

.Sep 14, 2021

I have really weird habits sometimes lol - like very uncharacteristic activity. Usually this is bc I’m curious I think and then I do something outgoing. Today I went to the library in between classes and looked at books for over an hour which ig is pretty individual but still

.Sep 13, 2021

i love ppl watching so much so cute

.Sep 13, 2021

Jenny Stewart 2009 Public Policy Values Chapter 1: What Are Policy Values? really good overview and categorization of policy values, good resources to look into

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/errico-malatesta-reformism

.Sep 13, 2021

theanarchistlibrary.org

Reformism

Errico Malatesta Reformism From Malatesta: Life and Ideas, Verne Richards’ ed., London, Freedom Press, 1965

.Sep 12, 2021

my body image violently swings and i hate it :( wish i could be pretty / wish i could view myself as pretty consistently (those are two very different things im aware and one is much more healthy of a desire but i cant help it :////

.Sep 12, 2021

im so exhausted. school takes so much out of me holy shit. i tried doing some personal reading after hw today and i just could not get very far. to be fair im new to decolonialism and stuff so prob woulda struggled anyway

Stress breakout, chubby tummy, chest acne, body hair, mangled scar, exhausted eyes, feel disgusting lol

http://noahpinionblog.blogspot.com/2017/05/vast-literatures-as-mud-moats.html

noahpinionblog.blogspot.com

Vast literatures as mud moats

I don't know why academic literatures are so often referred to as "vast" (the phrase goes back well over a century ), but it seems like ...

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/george-barrett-objections-to-anarchism

theanarchistlibrary.org

Objections to Anarchism

George Barrett Objections to Anarchism 1921 Fourpence Freedom Press, 127, Ossulston Street, London, N.W.1.

DSA moment lmao - yooo why are we fucking around with the international shitters just gimme healthcare. Socialism.. that is nationalistic.. why did no one think of this?? Obv not that bad ig but zoomer isolationist brain rot yikes

.Sep 10, 2021

I feel really cute rn, having long hair is so so nice

.Sep 10, 2021

I have a hard time telling if discussions are so bad because ppl feel constrained socially or if they just haven’t thought that much. Latter makes sense bc class incentivize just getting work done not thinking deep and this might be first time thinking about, but still so boring

.Sep 10, 2021

https://thethinkingasexual.wordpress.com/2013/05/07/relationship-anarchy-basics/ good primer for RA

thethinkingasexual.wordpress.com

Relationship Anarchy Basics

What is relationship anarchy? Relationship anarchy is a lifestyle, a way of doing personal relationships. Relationship anarchy is a philosophy, specifically a philosophy of love. A relationship ana…

.Sep 9, 2021

I’m so tired already :( this is going to be a rough semester

.Sep 9, 2021

Forgot how bad I am at human interaction lol yikes

.Sep 9, 2021

i like the word eclectic, seems p neat

My prof is really young and nice, but class is full of econ poli Sci bros so I’m scared lol

My neck is a mangled mess (steroid inj) but overall feeling good of doing irl things

Pretty sure I became 15% more gay this morning

honestly first class wasnt nearly as bad as i hyped in my head, mostly just boring. i dont get how people just decide to do small talk tho how bazaar

extremely interesting, still skeptical about the state and how the author defines "socialism", but yeah theory struggles with the empirical reality - also i recognize like all the references thats so cool https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/pdf/10.1177/08969205211031624

.Sep 7, 2021

Filled out a survey for a class tomorrow and wow I am like really really uncomfortable providing personal information like pronouns/anxiety/accommodations like it feels so fake I’d rather just deal with it on my own and not bother risking uncomfy

.Sep 6, 2021

Mom yesterday talking to store worker: “yeah it’s a run for women - or, I mean, people that identify as women” 🙃

.Sep 5, 2021

chubby ugly disgusting fucking body :(

.Sep 5, 2021

euphoria https://picrew.me/image_maker/407340

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.Sep 4, 2021

successfully finished hatewatching 13 reasons why

.Sep 4, 2021

reading from democracy to freedom, very interesting but I still worry about consistency. like institutionalizing charity as welfare is far more effective, and even with a gift economy scare resources still need to be allocated. I worry that free association will not be able to