weird ow interaction w yufe. q'd into one another while he was grouped on alt. already kinda embarrassed bc low elo. they rolled us obvi, after he inv to group. they already had a tank and my supp was unranked so yufe woulda had to supp so i left group. awkward

it's a shame to repeat sharp things as blurry

i hope juliet doesnt acknowledge she has seen these

i'm choosing dotesmite thinking right now

i don't like that the people i'm around are afraid of appearing weak. i don't like the moments where they make me feel tepid about appearing weak (this is mostly around tech). you misread me, i'm not trying to be correct. i'm trying to connect with you (this is mostly about philosophy).

"a vlog can never be forward thinking"

rorty was my last companion

i don't have theses anymore

:) i like new juliet

too many white bitches in my life

i’m anxious for this meeting with Important People and don’t know what to expect, but really i just want to reply to juliet

this outfit is absolutely serving cone tits

oh the share button changed, idk if i like that

donnie for juliet

haven’t been eating well lately. not having a meta is really difficult

i don’t have much event work and as a result spending the day with kasey bouncing to different conference rooms. it’s exhausting. i wanna be alone more and move around less

i so don’t wanna be here

bleh accidentally saw ugly tech things

the male loneliness crisis will be solved by transing them, not only tautologically but also because tgirls have way lower standards

i read flo’s vegan blog post today and it’s nothing new but it did make me very sad

there are a surprising amount of live performances of carnival on youtube and i have seen them all

i’m probably gonna wanna nap again today, im real tired. bleh

hm i think my clinical analysis of willow love is that she despises being pursued

matter of time by kevin devine is very good

i like when all the professors post their syllabi on twt and chat with their peers it’s cute

i watched the whale and i liked the scenes that portrayed the disgust of eating but everything else was forgettable

kasey came into my apartment to wake me up for the executive address

i don’t miss ollie

there’s something so disrespectful about the “idc whatever, i was expecting it” mindset

the yay-saying negativist

i think tomorrow i'd like to find a place to hide and listen to music

posting that was genuinely heartbreaking

no shortcut to reading

humans are really sensitive and weak and disgusting in a nice way

that nap really helped whew

got weirdly self conscious about my voice today

hm that was ok, i think im usually a little too quiet

my walk took me off campus, which feels more significant

imagine if i kept posting on main with this frequency like i used to, in all its mundanity. delusional to expect i could maintain it with all the eyes, and even more delusional to think it wasn’t affecting me

why my toes hurt tho, what’s up w that

not much point logging in now that juli’s gone again, but it’s a good call for her. rebirth appropriate

i love you too julie

i didn’t realize the grok icon on tweets was an actual button and kasey and i played with it after discovering this fact the other day

mary is literally so smart and skilled

today didn’t go 100% as planned but honestly i’m super content

spoke too soon lol

does is still count as compersion if the other person isn't necessarily happy?

i wonder if juliet will actually go through with it today, i know she wanted to do it during the weekend. not that it's too intense of a deal, but i do hope hailey is ok

i didn't like opening up main again, ignorance is better

my legs are more full than they used to be, and this is acceptable