bsky privs are like fucking in your parents house

believe first; understand later

forbidden: "i wish", "i hope"

i like when i play computer and my phone is out of sight

i kinda miss being able to parasocial indicate mental state, but its easily worth it

pragmatism is true; the only problem is that it doesn't work. some delusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path to any human life, so the question is how the construction should proceed. you don't need an identity, but i might occasionally need a few now and around here.

i really did miss n0, between willow homosexuality and the change of platform its been hard to keep up, finally feels like i'm coming back to him. it also feels like he's coming back to me since i'm listening to slightly older stuff. something really did change this year

chloe is good at handling such situations

i think i need to find my own interests for once in my life

i've been experiencing too many derivative works

i like that my eyes are always tired

i’m choosing to be confident about it

i hope cinny is alright

i’ve gotta stop waking and staying up so early

“please tell me if you find this account” i think im the opposite jonas, i almost want people to see it but i don’t want to know they’ve seen it so i can keep talking without the weight of consideration

i have no interest in politics or philosophy or economics anymore, really i’d just prefer to forget it all. but it is kinda embarrassing to have nothing to show for my life. i’ll catch up to something i care about eventually i guess. though i also kinda lack motivation for that too

i still feel hidden with hailey, like i’m not sure certain parts of myself will ever come into play. which is maybe actually kind of cool? unclear

oh what the fuck the sun only shows up when you make a profile record, lol that’s cute

okay that’s kinda fun i woke up at like 3am with my phone dead. plugged it in and went to the bathroom thinking “hmm i wanna dm hailey, maybe now would be a weird time of night but when i wake up fr maybe” and when i get back to bed i see notifs from her :)

third wheeling is pretty alright, i hope im not too much of a nuisance. david seemed comfy enough tho

i’ve wanted to take down my website for a while

i don’t really know what to make of lev lmao

don’t like dza as much anymore

hm i don’t feel so restful

i try to like intentionally talk about mundane things but it should probably be more automatic right

i love my pc, way more comfy than mobile or work computer or laptop

newtype ramble 0 last segment is real and its a lil humiliating but thats ok

hm i'm overstaying my welcome with my current activities but i need to complete them

ok i think i hate my main

goeo is autistic as fuck i love him

i have this weird thing where my comments only really work on one type of abstraction but don’t fully fit the prompt and then it’s awkward

i'm really tired and i stayed up too late

juliet is so cool

i do like when cinny notices me and communicates to me in a way that fits

i like it better when i'm calmer and slower. like when i'm going for walks and there are moments between thoughts and my body keeps moving itself

i think its kinda fun that several of us are rather unhappy and off-kilter lately

my timing is all off but i hope you know i mean it

sometimes maturity looks like hanging onto an association, sometimes letting go of the exclusivity

i like bringing my personal laptop in my work bag

it’s actually really cool to go places without a backpack or a bag

wish me luck, i’m nervous

my current theme is disenchantment

you can let more things go unsaid

i wanna talk to juliet but it was bad last time

i should drink tonight

too much of a child still

some people you know are temporary

being interested in sex again would be like a fun disruption thing but yea literally just 0 drive

i think i just prefer negative people

i think i’m dehydrated