melancholic betas are ruining my life by corpse husband

i don't think i understand anyone else's emotions

it's gonna be a late one tonight

woa

kasey and i did it better but it still worked

we need a tag that lets you ls the ftp inside a utility

gonna try out bird theory today

fortuitous cancellation for a meeting you weren't planning on attending anyway

being a bad bayesian has its perks, my expectations are constantly subverted

every time i listen to empire empire i get surprised by how good they are

gotta stop fucking with my sleep like that

jazzkid xyz is a goeo alt i just can't prove it yet

it's also just very flexible as a framework, as indicated by the breadth of historical use

having a main discord account for myself and kasey dms was a stroke of genius tbh

you know it won't be worth the trouble so why bother

nah just need to sleep more and drink more water

sorry i was kinda annoying in vc today

meh i thimk mondays sad

i didn't know it was possible but jay somehow got a more fake job

i've missed you

wtf daylight savings jumpscare

there are so many things i wanna do and experience

oh oh and i didn't take rat dot mom down today despite tempting rate limits, which is pretty cool

life has been notably light on music this week, this will likely continue at least into the next

oki a little playtime before bed yay

i don't regret taking distance from everyone when i did, i found a new equilibrium and the lack of obligation to promptly return was necessary

lowkey dewey is probably the guy to read rn

that hour and a half nap had me more conked out than anything i can recall in recent memory, and even now that im awake im feeling like going back to sleep

solipsism defeated by the second law thermodynamics

better to ask forgiveness than permission, and better still to not ask at all

like yea sure we talk about how it's offensive to use locations as stand-in for a random place for comedic effect, but whenever wisconsin is that location i just think "wisco mentioned 🥳"

when the garage is wet the colors are much nicer

could i be your cute transgender rival

hm i think it'd be cool to get olivia's number and hang out with her sometime, not entirely sure how i'd broach that naturally

i should probably mute dahlia while she does philosophy undergrad classes, its too hard to watch

yay that was a gratifying night, i listened to music and played coding time

there's long been this exciting archival ideal to me of either having a linear display of all messages i send (dms, diary, posts, voice memos, etc) or having a nice way to connect one archive type to the next based on the time. even though im not so obsessed with that stuff anymore it still excites.

whenever i start making posts that include pronouns to protect the identity of the subject i know it's time to move to my diary

kasey / love is such a cool topic title for my highest positive valence posting

im squishy you should try touching me

im too shaky over minor things

had a nightmare i was randomly pulled up on stage to give a presentation i had never seen before that kasey made

idk maybe i'm frustrated about being incompetent again and about how slowly i learn

i overdid it tonight but the alternative of doing nothing in bed again is so lame