taro dot dreary dot dev

i'm in the happiness and joy cluster

i was such an idiot like 3 months ago, even moreso 3 years ago

for clarity’s sake, i was very naive in my understanding of human motivations and was doing a lot of counter-moralizing

probably necessary to get comfortable in my own skin to an extent, but let’s just say i’m grateful i was a bit of a recluse so no one had to be exposed to my first attempts at flight

i should have brought a blankie

i like that adorno is of the position that animals can perform value-producing labor

“censorious, hyper-moralistic, identity-crazed, monocultural”

dismay for the positions available to us

the fact that a liberal could make those accusations and have relatively secure ground to stand on is an anathema

😭😭😭 i am so unattracted to you

problematic iq gap

lock in pup, there’s capital to valorize

my twt is awesome

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unfortunately also poor sociologists of religion too

classical anarchists are pretty poor philosophers of religion

(i am reading proudhon)

i don't think i'm old enough yet for the pregnancy

i recalled being a lot more bothered by it last time actually

desire satisfaction theory deserves more consideration from the continental and psychoanalytic traditions

really just because they are the most equipped to provide an internal critique

nana really has only gotten better as i age

you know hachi, i still believe that life is what we make of it. but now, i'm able to recognize that not everyone can be strong all of the time. because of that, i've grown much kinder than i used to be.

eh im dull rn

just like from a user experience pov, the blacksky pds kinda blows ngl. high/inconsistent latency (intermittent so it’s not just distance) and sometimes it just becomes unusable for a while

gentleman, gentlewomen, and genbies

that cuts off too much and makes it sound like genuine enbies and ironically is too curt to actually evoke gentleness

never thought i’d see the day where we’re having zasulich letter discourse on main, genuinely kinda awesome

its usage has always been a little funny and a little cope-coded but honestly it’s just further indication that marx had rather distinct moods but not the typical stagist temporal development ascribed to other writers (early/middle/late) or an epistemological break

others are right to point out his repetition of the thesis elsewhere, those drafts are just the clearest and most dedicated development. still, i think it’s fair to admit the humorous appearance of desperation

to some extent i think it’s reasonable (even rational? though not Rational) to resist or reject that which is historically progressive

particularly if you are still under the spell of the spirit of the harm principle and like most people nowadays can’t muster a strong defense for domain or agent isolation of harms

not to mention the methodological inadmissibility of prospective applications but tbh i’m tempted to let this slide on grounds of prudence and contextual differences in purpose; truth isn’t always the telos (hence “epistemic” inaptness) and sometimes a predictive just-so story is what is needed

anti-working class marxism remains one-sided in its basic proclamations, but it’s basically perpetually the correct response to the impoverished theoretical state of would-be radicals

rejoinders are ready but the moment is so brutally neglected it feels hopelessly premature to give an inkling of ceded ground, for risk of misinterpretation

hot girl aura loss when she thought deleuze was a part of the frankfurt school and that adorno was a postmodernist

its easy to make piano arrangements too staccato

its up to the player to make it flow

rests are powerful, their inadvertent use can be unfortunate

sometimes im too clever for my own good and it’s awkward 😭

“do u sing?” “i scream! and i like your cat aesthetic” *says something autistic about kittencore and she doesn’t know what it is* fml

re:

kasey does functional attraction and i do object oriented attraction

(we are both narcissists)

wait this is actually super comforting

i like when my hair goes in my face

i'm lonely and i don't want anyone to know it