on the bright side, now i get to play more wagie tuesday

i just wanna test one thing! then back to aristotle

alright i don’t think we’re making it today lmfao

alright i’m not feelin the second delay as much lmao

meow (from airport)

did i do it right

saw his facecam today

i keep getting catfished by guru pics man

nvm i got delayed lol, that works great tbh

pov

third times the charm you fucking tweaker

i am cutting everything really tight today lol

surely tuesday afternoon tsa isn’t that bad, even though the government is shut down :clueless:

i’d be totally fine if i didn’t get this call thrown on my sched last minute for the onsite next week

fuck it we ball 😈

unbelievably tempted to take the worktop with me

how will all the problems in the wires get solved without me

yoo the reg advisor they booked for this trip is pawsome

by this i mean he is a cutie pie twink guy

i should probablyyy get a rental considering there are 5 ppl but fuck it, i’ll just uber when i land in denver

it’s really funny to me when new hires get the rental, like i don’t trust them in the system so i don’t trust them to drive either

not saying that’s logical, just a cute bias thing

you’re soooo young

it’s safe to make yourself unenthused, unbothered, disinterested. but you don’t even get to enjoy the feeling of safety!

being vulnerable is lovely and important. sure, don’t overstimulate yourself, and exercise discretion in who gets to share it with you, but there’s more to life than listlessness

ya girls on prog

i ain’t boofin it tho i ain’t gay

157lbs is funny considering the places i’ve gained weight

surprised it’s not more, it surely was higher sometime recently

i got a bunch of books when i helped prxr move, everything from aToJ to a unix textbook in half english half mandarin

i’m excited i can’t sleep

:)

for the record i am a fantastic communicator this is not my fault, i sent dates and flight plan screenshots plenty of times !

yes i fell off the face of the earth in between those messages but that’s beside the point

dumbass with disappearing messages:

with rizz <3

there’s something really nice about shaving and scrubbing and clipping and conditioning and skincare-routining all at once, i’m so clean

i think i will do this tmrw, im pretty wiped out tonight

i planned to do more yesterday but a lot of unexpected things happened lol

it’s chill tho, i feel a lot nicer about myself after tidying up and i still was v productive

i would be in much better shape if i didn’t have a doctors appt tmrw morning, ive clearly just been optimizing far too much and it will be nice to finally slow the fuck down this week

i’ve oscillated a lot on whether or not this is the right time for a trip for me, for her, for the world, and i’ve landed on a tentative yes

i look p cute in band tees

unfortunately they give me bad consumerism identity vibes so i kinda ideologically refuse to wear them

people underestimate the shapes that narcissism can take

the easiest way to eternalize my respect for you is to reject me

i trust your interpretation that you are superior

i should emphasize that this isn’t experienced as a lack of self-worth, it’s purely positive admiration pointing outwards

my constituent pieces don’t fit together so well anymore

i should probably pre-pack for both of these trips, huh