okay consider this: bluesky releases an opt-out on-by-default !hide moderation label for alt accounts that you can self-apply, and a moderation list of people that opt-out so you can block them
it’s hard to know when to best exercise my capacity for speech. sometimes it seems clearly best to wait until a higher degree of self-knowledge is obtained or for more propitious circumstances, other times it seems better to just stumble through
hailey is a fun relationship in this context where there’s a mutual implicit recognition that chatting online doesn’t work so well for us, and we don’t feel pressured to try. but we don’t lack any warmth as a result, and can pick up whenever.
juliet is more complex, where i wouldn’t be content to let it sit there without contact. it’s not a matter of disinterest like it is for others. it’s this kind of gnawing desire to get it right and not having the ability to do so.
waiting on and on and on won’t do, so i guess for now the best option is meager expressions of interest and sentiment that are always slightly off-balance
i tell myself to give it time and that it will feel more natural eventually, i just don’t know how long i can wait, and it’s not clear what im waiting for, or if passivity is appropriate or erosive
i don’t think i’m going to arrive at general answers or define some new strategy, and that lack of codification is of course for the best. i’ll keep stumbling through, same as always
reading contemporary academics is just wading through this syrupy sludge of disgusting phrases used for perniciously pathetic ends, with all the bluster and showmanship of something radical
like i'm sorry but its just so fucking empty, how do you take yourself seriously after waffling about for pages and pages and saying "a synchrony binds the smaller and larger scales of political life". wow !
contextualism is cool and all when pursued carefully but this is just lazy and flat obscurantism with no concrete abstractions with which to move. no history, no conceptual analysis, just vibes and buzz words
even if i took for granted what you're saying, just because something has inherent tensions doesn't make it laudable. yay you can do some dialectical twists but it's pathetic if you lead yourself in a dead-end like this