i have finally completed all of my errands and chores, and i might sleep now. apologies to all of the bunnies, puppies, millipedes, indeterminate rodents, and dolls that deserve my attention

listening to incelcore reminds me why i’ll never be a binary tgirl, being a dude fucking rocks sometimes

hungry but i don’t want to buy groceries tired but an hour more of work T-T

i tried searching my work ticketing system with from:me i’m so cooked

one life, it’s worth an attempt crig.bandcamp.com/album/why-not

alright yall can chill out now

i know, i know, crazy right? on a school night no less

it’s happening again

applied ice and my face is still burning hot

my good luck charm worked 💛

i predict this will be a largely benign and awkward hour, with a 80% chance of ending in relieved exhaustion, and a 20% chance of frustration, stress, and despair.

ok i suck at this lmao

i took a pic of my work monitor because trying to load the transcript on mobile makes the browser go kabloom

when she narrativizes your metaphor 😵‍💫

i can make it

endearing karaoke to fall in love and asleep to

my skin is a lot more soft than it used to be

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this

i’m really glad some of you have alts now

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing

hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.

sometimes i feel rather exposed and fragile

got a haircut

my sweater split

walking dead

i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love

surely i will not regret skipping meals at this time

i need to become less gynephilic so i can vaguepost with more differentiation

it’s really fun to post things i know will be complete flops, either due to obscurity or disinterest

youtu.be/7hu-uMzKJHU thinking about her

i’m embarrassed bc it’s not enough to be flustered over

blegh i feel sick, sorry

she just spontaneously recited the entirety of nerd vs geek epic rap battle unprompted pls help me

not so scared of mirrors anymore

y’all would kill yourselves if you saw my company’s library functions

thank you for sharing that. *o is still too sparse and it’s exactly what i was looking for.

there should be an @silent post that doesn’t get sent to any feeds but still exists in my profile for the not-so-niche case where i embarrass myself but don’t want to delete

perhaps i have emotion fatigue

everyone post your timezone so i can figure out how to fit you all in

asldkfjlkasdjf @disarray.sh my mom somehow knew i was going to meet someone from chicago (tbh i dont remember how, the last few weeks have been a blur) and she asked if i stayed in a hotel with you 😭

ok wow there is really not enough time in my day

what an unbelievably stupid and etiolated model of interpretation

check out the kasey tapes folks

still working this out but i’ve recently been reflecting about the role of fantasy in my life. obviously spurred on by strong identification with the schizoid experiences i read about.

had a meeting with long-term work friend and couldn’t stop myself from yapping about all the lovely people in my life and they said they had never seen me so happy