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i can make it
Wednesday, February 10, 2021 + 1577 days = Friday, June 6, 2025
check willow diary logs from 5/27/23 when originally calculated
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endearing karaoke to fall in love and asleep to
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my skin is a lot more soft than it used to be

if you're looking for someone to blame for all this
# diary
January 23, 2024
willow at 2:15 AM
screenshot of messages from cass (kasey) at 22:23
everything is making sense now
babe
stirner
im unmonogamy pilled
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i’m really glad some of you have alts now

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing
Untimely Meditations, Nietzsche, pg. 62

In the case of the smallest or of the greatest happiness, however, it is always the same thing that makes happiness happiness: the ability to forget or, expressed in more scholarly fashion, the capacity to feel unhistorically during its duration. He who cannot sink down on the threshold of the moment and forget all the past, who cannot stand balanced like a goddess of victory without growing dizzy and afraid, will never know what happiness is -worse, he will never do anything to make others happy. Imagine the extremest possible example of a man who did not possess the power of forgetting at all and who was thus condemned to see everywhere a state of becoming: such a man would no longer believe in his own being, would no longer believe in himself, would see everything flowing asunder in moving points and would lose himself in this stream of becoming: like a true pupil of Heraclitus, he would in the end hardly dare to raise his finger. Forgetting is essential to action of any kind,

hmmm i think i feel wrung out. similar to when i started talking kasey again and that was my main hobby. i talked too much without having independent novel experiences.
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sometimes i feel rather exposed and fragile
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got a haircut
jk this is me from april 2017
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my sweater split


walking dead
there’s a zombie in my bedroom and he’s standing 5ft tall
he keeps fighting with his mother
never met his dad at all

doesn’t like being a he
fries his brain he’s a junkie
who the fuck am i kidding 
we all know im talking me

and he’s got a little problem
he loves every girl he meets
gets annoyed with everyone
prolly end up on the streets

not a dollar in his pocket
and his shoes too small for feet
and he’ll beg for some friends
and they’ll leave him in the cold
and he’ll cry out in the snow
tears falling off of his nose
they’ll freeze before they hit the ground
his girlfriend left him for a clown

and that’s the end of the road
we know how this story goes
close your eyes
look for his body when he dies

now there’s a body in my bedroom and he’s laying 5ft tall
he keeps fighting with his thoughts
never met his dad at all

now he’s not known as a he
just as someone who could be
i think he had a few words

i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love
https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/19a

jd - nineteenism

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once
feel my bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i'll be good

what will I take to feel ok tonight? another day to not be dead inside i'll just scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth i never knew if I was ever gon get over you i'm falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do they talk behind my back I hope it's all the truth

surely i will not regret skipping meals at this time


it’s really fun to post things i know will be complete flops, either due to obscurity or disinterest
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i’m embarrassed bc it’s not enough to be flustered over
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blegh i feel sick, sorry

she just spontaneously recited the entirety of nerd vs geek epic rap battle unprompted pls help me

not so scared of mirrors anymore


y’all would kill yourselves if you saw my company’s library functions

thank you for sharing that. *o is still too sparse and it’s exactly what i was looking for.
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there should be an @silent post that doesn’t get sent to any feeds but still exists in my profile for the not-so-niche case where i embarrass myself but don’t want to delete
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perhaps i have emotion fatigue

everyone post your timezone so i can figure out how to fit you all in
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asldkfjlkasdjf @disarray.sh my mom somehow knew i was going to meet someone from chicago (tbh i dont remember how, the last few weeks have been a blur) and she asked if i stayed in a hotel with you 😭

ok wow there is really not enough time in my day
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what an unbelievably stupid and etiolated model of interpretation
https://x.com/kenthecowboy_/status/1876167909904458080

Uncle Kenny V @kenthecowboy_
Before I knew this was ai, I zoomed in and looked at this section. Why was it there? Was it supposed to be a heart? Cigarette smoke? An emotion made visible? Have other artists done things like this before?
Nope. If you ask the prompter, the ai just threw it in there. If you ask the ai, it's just trying to give the prompter what they want
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check out the kasey tapes folks
goeo_ Today at 15:02
"i like people that are neurospicy. i just like hanging out with my retards what can i say"
mega banger
willow is being super based in the kasey tapes
right now
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still working this out but i’ve recently been reflecting about the role of fantasy in my life. obviously spurred on by strong identification with the schizoid experiences i read about.
Disorders of the Self: New Therapeutic Horizons. The Masterson Approach.
Ralph Klein, The Self-in-Exile, pg 64

Fantasy
In the life of the schizoid patient, fantasy is extraordinarily important and has a variety of functions. Most often, fantasy is viewed as a component of a person's withdrawal from the world, a turning inward and away from oth-ers. Viewed in this fashion, fantasy would be a core component of the self-in-exile. But it is far more complicated than that. Fantasy is relationship by proxy. It is a substitute relationship, but it is a relationship nonetheless. It is, for the schizoid patient, an ideal, defensive, compensatory relation-ship. It is an expression of the self-in-exile because it is self-contained and free from the dangers and anxieties associated with appropriation. It is also an expression of the self struggling to connect to objects, albeit internal ob-jects. Fantasy permits schizoid patients to feel connected, and yet still free from the imprisonment of the master/slave unit. In short, in fantasy one can be attached (to internal objects) and still be free.
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had a meeting with long-term work friend and couldn’t stop myself from yapping about all the lovely people in my life and they said they had never seen me so happy


ctrl+a deleted 800 emails, hopefully nothing important


my supportive non-monolingual bloomfs about me: "I know it's in English but despite that it's very good!"
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@Lorena3-h4t
5 hours ago
❤❤❤❤me encanta! Es muy linda canción,se que esta en inglés pero a pesar de eso suena muy bien 😊😊😊😊😊 es muy linda,me relaja,me tranquiliza, aunque a la vez me hace recordar :3
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❤❤❤❤I love it! It's a very nice song, I know it's in English but despite that it sounds very good 😊😊😊😊😊 It's very nice, it relaxes me, it calms me down, although at the same time it makes me remember :3
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breaking: local girlfailure unplugs phone during overnight vc, ruins e-date when it dies
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@jeroba.xyz danii has been jumpscared a dozen times by your cock post and every time it yelps “aaa penis” 😭

my relationships move fast we're already furniture shopping
discord call with danii on the ikea website

this me
me waow

sometimes you have to create a post you don’t agree with to bait engagement and make new friends

meeting with jade was a success but we didn’t take any pics so i can’t use my draft ideas
willow Today at 09:50
already got my skeets planned for later today
when jade and i take pics homie got the agp curls tomoko aesthetic reference
building off that to blame international gfs (very.international gfs??)
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saying nothing and blurting it all out at once

listening to her playlist while driving and just bathing in emotion
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defederating (downranking your meow list membership)

feat: threadgate option for accounts created with an invite code