people from discover will really diagnose you with adhd instead of international gf syndrome

doubting this more and more lately

in other news, i also have a very obvious and embarrassing crush, although this time im choosing to not hide away in private compensatory fantasy. kinda over defensive reluctance and safety

i very much adore how much earnest-posting has been going on lately in my social circle. i love being surrounded by expressions of affection

is it bad that i drank 200mg of caffeine then promptly took a 2 hour nap

bunny

i need something softer for her

cinnamon clipdump when

still haven’t figured out how to interact with some of you yet sorry

bullshitting at the polycule stand-up so i don’t get pip’d

i know this is blasphemous but jazz fusion on 2x speed slaps

people should be racist to me more often

quasi-transitioning in private has done wonders for maintaining a separate and detached work identity

my eyes sting and my heart hurts. why is 4500 miles so far

i miss mary hums

i’m getting peeved by engagement after only receiving meaningful replies/likes for a bit. maybe this will help

my high school girlfriend's mom was so fucking cool. immigrated from the philippines, her (generally already absent) husband got deported for fraud and she raised her three kids by herself and put them through college working multiple jobs. she was unbelievably kind, warm-hearted, and soft spoken.

i don’t care about the ‘poor little displaced native workers’ who suffer under deregulated borders

if this works out im taking partial credit btw

confession: i skip over kasey’s sections in the kasey tapes

from:list: keyword search so i can find kasey posts

bsky imessage embed is cool

my voice is so hoarse i’m such a yapcel

is it even a date if you don’t go through drafts of the Marx-Zasulich Correspondence?

massive shout out to my babysitter tonight while i overdosed on caffeine and ranted for 5 hours about marxism and philosophy

tell me what terminal emulator to use

screw a 'second brain' note-taking app, i have a PDS

today is a good day because The OED Loves Me Not uploaded again

i have a lot of unformed thoughts about the recent prominence of 'safety' as a theme in my relationships

my soundcloud wrapped features 'Drop Top Cock' and 1NC3L_F8G_15 uploads

i still love that dan inexplicably follows prxr

oh hey look that’s still me

if anyone asks i linked my profile not for clout but so that people would be able to identify me at all

real emails i receive at 4:50pm: Subject: “ARE YOU AVAIL??” no body text love my job 🫠

*system does flawless automation, gracefully and robustly determining appropriate record values* user: haha watch this

alright whatever i’m back (sorry if i blocked you for a minute there)

the fans continue to rave

"Being that close and that needy feels unsafe, more like a prison than a refuge." "It's times like this that I feel I have to get away. So I go inside myself. Should I feel? Should I commit myself? And if so, how? I'm trying to stay in touch a little longer with these feelings."

The interruption of a previously successful schizoid compromise (successful meaning stable and predictable) creates tremendous intrapsychic motivation for change in order to effect a new, stable, better compromise.

boob check: less negligible

i miss laurens he's so cool

average willow-danii call

Diagnosis combines phenomenological and genealogical elements in order to produce local, practical knowledge about and for a specific context. This diagnosis is oriented toward (identifying) problems and hopes to provide some orientation for how to address these problems.

sometimes things that feel off-limits aren't at all

ryan seaman is such a funny little guy

i haven’t been eating well as of late