sorry for the subpar posting spam tonight bloomfies
apparently that's my chosen method right now for a palliative remedy attempt for my pain: focusing my negative emotional energies into a creative project of fixation. even if the result is pathetic and ineffectual, the pragmatic role is significant
We can say without fear of contradiction that some delusion/obsessive illusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path
to any large form of structuring of human communal life
i’m kind of a crybaby for this but
some people i work very closely with are getting their flexible work options taken away and
listening to her talk about working on fridays and paying another thousand dollars a month in daycare was honestly kinda crushing.
i’m still following a producer that struck gold in a short-lived experimental phase two years ago in hopes that they stop making trap remixes and return to gods chosen path
i think about this video and Sabra’s research all the time, and i’m incredibly discouraged to see what has become of AMVs with the nauseating rise of short form content
I am an auto-cannibal, eating myself to protect myself from my own loss into something other, something fixed, alien. If I fail to destroy myself on my own terms, then I am destroyed by another.