i am filled with contempt for what i have become

i can’t enjoy music anymore. my existence is dull and bleak.

bash scripting on the clock don’t tell bossman

death, taxes, and mid white boys bagging 10/10s

i think it's good to remind myself how relatively new i am to more technical things - especially considering it's all been self-taught side-interest ofc it's good not to be complacent but it's easy for me to feel like i'm really incompetent (which i am, but the limited time puts it in context ig)

my ration of a few hours of low-energy low-focus time is complete for the night :( let's see if tomorrow i'm lucky enough to even get that :D

lol i swapped to my discord alt and the last thing i had queued in this channel was a banger

there’s so much lost potential with monotonous and locked down computing like imagine the rices we would see if neckbearding wasn’t a pre-requisite

i hadn’t done tech project stuff for a while and it’s rly comf to come back just wish i had any time to continue work on them

such a good chapter

i haven't had an interesting thought for over a year

oh yea this was my atproto hackerspace stim toy github.com/DrearyWillow...

i’m watching the finkelstein debate and lex keeps going “i know you’re all historians but can we stop talking about history pls” it’s so funny

passed by a conference room with “stereotypes” on a powerpoint slide and two dozen white people talking to each other big things are happening i’m sure

use of “disrespectful” by parents (and adults more broadly) is one of the most disgusting things “you did not cower in deference to the authority bestowed to me by the institutions of the Family, Patriarchy, Capital, and State; now suffer.” any minor embarrassment or hit to ego will do the trick☺️

did you know that if some moron put their idiotic ideas into pdf format you should automatically take them Extremely Seriously

“[insert white streamer] the type of guy to [insert thing white guys do]” has got to be one of my favorite bits

slowly becoming my wife (stashing spare monitors at random locations across my apartment)

omg girls i just got ma’am’d at the store

liberal infighting is so funny rightfully criticizing liberal sheepishness around sex and bodily self-determination but their critiques are couched in the dusty, decrepit, implausible ruins of anti-paternalism, human rights, and equality “you’re a TARL” dawg be serious

“everyone deserves equal rights for being a person” is the most ideologically dense statement i can imagine

i miss being lonely. i miss being isolated, selfishly indulging in furnishing my internal world. instead i am now suffocatingly tethered to others. i long for the freedom to be solitary once again. my days of impulsive roaming are over. childhood is a cage; adulthood is a treadmill.

banana & bread minecraft are peak homosexual couple role models

i miss 244hz so i’m gonna figure out a side table use case for this guy

cinnamon's wayland + 4k are not friendly together lol

i'm starting to think my desk is a really big hindrance on my setup... but change is scary o.o

it’s actually more effort for me to offload my work to someone else because i’m so anxious communicating

its been long enough can we all admit that kanye's antisemitism was objectively hilarious "I’m a bit sleepy tonight but when I wake up I’m going death con 3 On JEWISH PEOPLE" still lives rent free in my head

marx would have loved ComfyNeet - What it was like working my first McJob ever (it sucked)

if i search in your social media platform’s mobile app with a link to a post, the post should show up in the search results

just got some hella poggers news omg

this is cute

developers who are really into the idea of “10x engineers” 🤝 karl marx

shout out to microsoft gotta hand it to them for being so dominantly the worst software company

everything reminds me of her...

this new gpu is incredible im just running around the practice range like an idiot going woaaa

when i’m with my brother i waste so much time yapping about random shit

y’all have no clue how difficult life is for someone with incredible recognition but terrible recall and a fat ass 😔

since @kasey.cafe started reading marx i can finally start using things like this

the girlfriend you wish you had

how am i supposed to make small talk with 40 year old coworkers like bro talk to your kid or something, they’re probably older than me

okay but why do VN soundtracks slap so hard tho

saw someone brushing their teeth at the urinal wtf

analytic philosopher (temporarily embarrassed mathematician)

i’ve apologized a lot today for being stupid

15 miles is the longest distance known to man

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