this vid is so funny bc it's babies first philosophy, lit theory, and theology all wrapped into one and presented as complex and deep while being weirdly laudatory of a very standard (and underwhelming) authorial approach

i would've been so much cooler if i had been obsessed with vocaloid when i was younger. i kinda wanna try to get into it now.

tried to watch anime today. made it through one and a half episodes before taking a screenshot, then decided to spend the rest of the day adding functionality to my mpv screenshot script. comff

weird feature on mobile apps i don't understand is when shake detection triggers a bug report prompt. like ig they're assuming ppl get frustrated and shake their phone but like.. ok who actually does that lmfao. most of the time it just triggers on accident while i walk around leave me alone

the overwatch k-pop video is just such a miss, but in a really fitting way. the animation makes no sense with the song and there's no integration between the animation and the dancing, the animation itself is tame and inoffensive and bland.

this was not fun or a good idea. alcohol is nasty and gross and makes me feel bad

stress acne is mean >:(

i've had a weird desire to drink lately and i'm gonna do it tonight :3

flatpak theming is torture and impossible

mental health depression spiral prevented by japanese woman vocal nightcore yet again youtu.be/YexzPItkMQA?...

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some days i feel like mr. krabs without the shell 🔥💯💵🤙💎 🙌

tension tension tension discomfort

after skipping a meal or two it’s really hard not to keep the momentum going. i miss being empty and frail and thin. it’s annoying that i cant feel the pangs anymore, they were really addictive. i want to be elegantly vacant, and instead i’m just a shameful, misshapen, disgusting wreck of a body.

Been a while since I got a cubicle shipment, feel like I’m 12 again

explicit criticism is much nicer (comforting even) relative to the fear of the silent judgement of others. although that's a bit unfair of a comparison, because it's the "fear of" clause is doing the heavy lifting, idc about silent judgment that much

i'm lesbo-maxxing today (wearing flannel)

the whole attempt to comfort me by asking "i know you have anxiety when reaching out to co-workers, but think of it this way, how would you feel if someone reached out to you randomly to ask about something you know a lot about?" backfired when i told him i would be anxious about that too

I’m so fatigue… 1.5x is overwhelming, 100 bpm is overwhelming… brain go slow

drinking coffee during our kiss break

i wanted to record a video diary reflecting on the evening I had with M, but my brother called needing help with his computer and now I’m too tired ;;

windows updates are actually such a wild concept to me now. like your computer just being unusable for half an hour, thats insane.

i get that its cool to dunk on the brits but i actually find a lot of their expressions incredibly endearing

monday mornings are so rough for my eyes, first time they’re exposed to light in 64 hours

kawaii future bass and sadboi rap AMVs were historically the most important influences on getting me initially more interested in anime

the low hum of pc fans kinda comforting sometimes

unscrewed 3/4 of the lights in my room, still too bright when I’m forced to turn it on. gotta get softer bulbs

I didn’t know Mormons couldn’t have caffeine, that makes sense why the ones I knew had their own carbonation machine

even if i change the cover art there's no way i'm getting away with the title †新感覚獣姦魔法少女☆マジカル褐色ロリエルフ† - チカっとチカ痴漢

convos with some of my friends make me feel like a character in a socratic dialogue "it is certainly so, just as you have said. my brains must have been addled to even consider the contrary to your evidently astute judgement"

my level of trust in relation to view count can roughly be modeled by: y = (100,000/x) - 10 where x is views and y is Trust Units

listening to my autistic homies is extremely comforting and very relatable but then i get weird moments where i worry i’m just being dramatic and appropriating real struggle and it’s like bro you don’t even believe in the ontology of psychology much less the tiktokification of it, don’t sweat it

2cp…..

current solution to adblock: - use youtube site directly as a front end - Context Command EXecutor extension to open context menu - open in mpv still feeling out invidious, but yeah we'll see. wild that my phone is better for ads atm

The straights are not ok

ooh baby a triple

I turn into such a blabbermouth around my brother lol

i’m unironically looking forward to the end of the month so i can have fresh data for my budget

orange lounge!!!

my analyst doesn’t know what a PB HAR is it’s all over vro

i love coding with 3x speed music :>

anthropology underestimates the extent to which the subjects of its study are self aware duplicitous poasters

damn, post ironic memey posting doesn’t work when you follow it up by genuinely being a whiny sensitive bitch

ugly and fat 🙃

her hand print lingers on my windshield from when she crushed that bug….. 💔

How is it possible that 100% of the mail I receive is intended for a recipient that is not me, and how come there are 5 different identities receiving mail at my address

Noooo do NOT let the retarded puppy (me) change production!!!! Retarded puppy (me): *paws at your void and repost utility* arf arf uwu Oh god half the UCLs were excluded Some hard drive containing PHI in Arkansas: *sizzles and pops*

Update on this lovely never ending saga