i still love that dan inexplicably follows prxr

oh hey look that’s still me

if anyone asks i linked my profile not for clout but so that people would be able to identify me at all

real emails i receive at 4:50pm: Subject: “ARE YOU AVAIL??” no body text love my job 🫠

*system does flawless automation, gracefully and robustly determining appropriate record values* user: haha watch this

alright whatever i’m back (sorry if i blocked you for a minute there)

the fans continue to rave

"Being that close and that needy feels unsafe, more like a prison than a refuge." "It's times like this that I feel I have to get away. So I go inside myself. Should I feel? Should I commit myself? And if so, how? I'm trying to stay in touch a little longer with these feelings."

The interruption of a previously successful schizoid compromise (successful meaning stable and predictable) creates tremendous intrapsychic motivation for change in order to effect a new, stable, better compromise.

boob check: less negligible

i miss laurens he's so cool

average willow-danii call

Diagnosis combines phenomenological and genealogical elements in order to produce local, practical knowledge about and for a specific context. This diagnosis is oriented toward (identifying) problems and hopes to provide some orientation for how to address these problems.

sometimes things that feel off-limits aren't at all

ryan seaman is such a funny little guy

i haven’t been eating well as of late

sometimes i wake up at 2am, type something like this, then conk back out

the challenges of modern dating

guy dinner

so close!! that’s actually marx

me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic

wishing many curses upon UTC+02:00

LibreOffice Calc rizz

it’d be nice to be forgotten

i don’t think about relationships the same as others

i think i ran out of feelings

tranny turtles tranny turtles

the top willow fact you need to know is that all my symptoms are ego syntonic

oh my fucking god i forgot the ecstasy of reading something truly insightful and resonant and new and holy fucking shit this rocks

🗣️🗣️🗣️

i’m joining the [subject] war on the side of [unintuitive agent] my reasoning? you wouldn’t get it. we disagree on priors and while yours are widely legible and i would argue reified, mine are not and much more difficult to comprehend.

not me creating an important input file for prod named “waow.txt” only to discover there is already a waow.txt from last time

i feel a little better after a walk in the rain

sobbed through all the tissues in my office

I will not always be here. I will not always love you exactly like you wish. You will not be everything for me and I will not be everything for you.

unfortunately soap was right this time

what i offered you was more messy and unclear. i’ve since changed for others, but i don’t think i want to take my misguided leap back - it’s yours. i’m yours.

thank you for being my Fifteen Fathoms, Counting yesterday

I said a lot of stupid things in the winter once the ice got thinner But somehow we managed through the fall So I guess it's not that bad at all That we're not a thing But you're here, that's the thing And I'm not trying to give you a ring Well, maybe on the phone if you let it sing

5 simple words can be deceptively comforting

i said good night but i don't know if i'll be able to sleep

i feel as if there is a hole in my chest

i really love 2 people in particular right now. there are so many more i admire, respect, care deeply for. the mourning i feel for them is a tidal wave crashing against my spiritless frame. cry with me, please.