it's embarrassing because i have no reason to be tired given the raw amount of work performed, but between the anxiety of interacting with backups and the required socialization of being in a room with dozens of people for 11 hours a day, it really does take a toll on me

that sinking feeling when my past actions come to haunt me subtitle: my job makes me act on like 20% epistemic certainty at all times subsubtitle: skill issue

go-live is socially exhausting, hour and a half long lunch break is worse than any work obligation

humbly i think i have the best diary microblog posting out there

i freaking love the kirby kiss blush gif

muhahaha for my next devious scheme i will ingest 200mg prog and allow my body to rest and recover

time to lay down in the dark and warm

if i designed an api i would make poor choices and then painfully redesign it later

olivia said my hair looked really pretty and had beautiful curls today and i blushed so hard

still sensitive but they actually feel a lot better by now, which is a relief

hehe thats funny

she's exercising her pelvic floor for an amazing reason

understimming my ears as an apology

gn chat, see u tmrw for wagie wednesday o7

i know danii knows about this account but i hope it doesn't peek so i get the chance to process things and have my framing be apt to that understanding, rather than the version presented here

being an adult is great sometimes

i had the brilliant foresight to pack a change of shirt and sweatshirt, i felt v refreshed at the top of the night

whew home

1am car wash listening to an incel talk about how they started dating a filipina trans girl on a dating app, life doesn't get better than this

i took good care of my hair today and it was rewarding and still smells and feels nice

"have a good one" is just a goated universally applicable pleasantry imperative

posts a lot: apologies to o

i should have gotten an extra water, i didn't realize id be this thirsty

alright the adrenaline is wearing off, the two hours left of this drive are gonna be tiring

got gas at bp... girl the boycott

ill probably get hearing back in my right ear tomorrow

live mixing 18 pieces is never gonna be perfect, like it got fairly muddy at times and the keys could have used more prominence but all in all it was pretty solid

with a full discography the setlist is always gonna be a little rocky but the final track really closed nicely

artist order was spot on btw

i let my hair down for gingerbee, literally and figuratively

THE JERMA SHOUTOUT

raindrops was so good

softer vocals are hard to get right live

violin guy is having so much fun

i'm in the live album / documentary yay

josiah on the keys is fucking killing it

this is already fucking incredible

shout out to the guy recording on a ds

now for the main event

nice person let me sit in their chair in between sets, ty yay

damn i really tried to make them work, and they had some cool moments, but yea still not there sorry

okay wait tyler has good energy tonight i'm kinda hype

when the bassist is facing the kit you know what's up

the median age is prolly like 28 or so but there's definitely a wide range

also i should have said "for a performance like this", all the following acts have totally warranted it but c'mon it was john krazinski lol

tempo and balance was definitely off but that's the most fun ive had, great set

fuck yea this guy totally nailed it

this drummer is the most expressive by a mile so far, shame the main kit isn't in the center box

stomach book a little sloppy so far but wayyyy more up my alley

this was supposed to be a joke but there's a group of 18 year olds with sparkly dragon tails in front of me