hm that was ok, i think im usually a little too quiet

my walk took me off campus, which feels more significant

imagine if i kept posting on main with this frequency like i used to, in all its mundanity. delusional to expect i could maintain it with all the eyes, and even more delusional to think it wasn’t affecting me

why my toes hurt tho, what’s up w that

not much point logging in now that juli’s gone again, but it’s a good call for her. rebirth appropriate

i love you too julie

i didn’t realize the grok icon on tweets was an actual button and kasey and i played with it after discovering this fact the other day

mary is literally so smart and skilled

today didn’t go 100% as planned but honestly i’m super content

spoke too soon lol

evil appview

@merzboat.bsky.social u ever seen Beyond the Valley of the Dolls? watched it today and it seems way up ur alley

does is still count as compersion if the other person isn't necessarily happy?

i wonder if juliet will actually go through with it today, i know she wanted to do it during the weekend. not that it's too intense of a deal, but i do hope hailey is ok

i didn't like opening up main again, ignorance is better

my legs are more full than they used to be, and this is acceptable

bsky privs are like fucking in your parents house

believe first; understand later

forbidden: "i wish", "i hope"

i like when i play computer and my phone is out of sight

i kinda miss being able to parasocial indicate mental state, but its easily worth it

pragmatism is true; the only problem is that it doesn't work. some delusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path to any human life, so the question is how the construction should proceed. you don't need an identity, but i might occasionally need a few now and around here.

i really did miss n0, between willow homosexuality and the change of platform its been hard to keep up, finally feels like i'm coming back to him. it also feels like he's coming back to me since i'm listening to slightly older stuff. something really did change this year

chloe is good at handling such situations

i think i need to find my own interests for once in my life

i've been experiencing too many derivative works

i like that my eyes are always tired

i’m choosing to be confident about it

i hope cinny is alright

i’ve gotta stop waking and staying up so early

“please tell me if you find this account” i think im the opposite jonas, i almost want people to see it but i don’t want to know they’ve seen it so i can keep talking without the weight of consideration

i have no interest in politics or philosophy or economics anymore, really i’d just prefer to forget it all. but it is kinda embarrassing to have nothing to show for my life. i’ll catch up to something i care about eventually i guess. though i also kinda lack motivation for that too

i still feel hidden with hailey, like i’m not sure certain parts of myself will ever come into play. which is maybe actually kind of cool? unclear

oh what the fuck the sun only shows up when you make a profile record, lol that’s cute

okay that’s kinda fun i woke up at like 3am with my phone dead. plugged it in and went to the bathroom thinking “hmm i wanna dm hailey, maybe now would be a weird time of night but when i wake up fr maybe” and when i get back to bed i see notifs from her :)

third wheeling is pretty alright, i hope im not too much of a nuisance. david seemed comfy enough tho

i’ve wanted to take down my website for a while

i don’t really know what to make of lev lmao

don’t like dza as much anymore

hm i don’t feel so restful

i try to like intentionally talk about mundane things but it should probably be more automatic right

i love my pc, way more comfy than mobile or work computer or laptop

newtype ramble 0 last segment is real and its a lil humiliating but thats ok

hm i'm overstaying my welcome with my current activities but i need to complete them

ok i think i hate my main

mei's perks are so fun

oh my god she’s perfect

goeo is autistic as fuck i love him

i have this weird thing where my comments only really work on one type of abstraction but don’t fully fit the prompt and then it’s awkward

i'm really tired and i stayed up too late