it’s never you

thank you for everything

i love you so much jules

i dont like my tone, at least not for this audience

if you look back at old diary posts im expressing things in similar ways, just to untangle some thoughts, or rather to capture a moment or an angle of the tangle. but now the assent and recognition is a bother. i dont want to be taken seriously and i dont want your reception.

this isn’t a conversation and this isn’t insightful. you’re welcome to watch but try not to bang on the glass of my enclosure

posts like this are why you’re in bloomf box, ily sara

it’s gonna be so exciting to see how many accessibility and usability features we can erode in the name of combatting ai

you get me

i like that you’re around ayana

yeah all the time, usually i’m skeeting simultaneously

such a soap pair of posts

pretty cool right, cant wait to see the horrors its put to use for when it flips red again

pretty annoyed with the way people talk about impermanence. it’s frustrating that people associate it with insignificance or that the appropriate attitude is one of detachment. something being “fleeting” is not particularly notable in itself, and the emphasis you place has a one-sided odor to it.

more generally, it’s just another instance of feeling rather alienated from my linguistic community. it’s all too thin, all too untextured. it makes me uncomfortable and isolated to use the same words as you.

i should mute some threads before i post them honestly. i dont know why im disappointed if i dont expect better

listening to memos from a month ago

i’ll allow it

self harm juli…

i’m too jaded, i just need to sleep

bsky.app/profile/did:... my one skill hehe bsky.app/profile/did:...

well if it makes you feel any better, i can’t either nowadays

i hope you’re enjoying this conversation entirely comprised of worthless things i said ages ago

bsky.app/profile/did:... it’s cute that we’re opposites 🩷 bsky.app/profile/did:...

bsky.app/profile/did:... 🩷 bsky.app/profile/did:...

the opposite of hollow, oh the displeasure

noooo didi you’re denying the antecedent p ⇒ q ⊭ ¬p ⇒ ¬q

one fallacy at a time, i’ll clean this place up…

glomps u x1000

looks like this until they’re all loaded

you fucking dummy you’re the reason i included the verbose disclaimer ilysm 😭

sounds awesome i was just asking for this

i am embarrassed to be acquainted with some of you rather frequently (if you think this might be about you, it’s not, you have too much self-reflective capacity)

yea it’s really bad lmao @kasey.cafe save us

i mean there’s really no way around waiting for everything (at least once, can be cached after that) unless the appview does some extra indexing right

you should try watching kasey load one of the listspam lists sometime lol

ollie every time you reply to me i am filled with joy and wonder and affection

your art style looks like friday night funkin bro just give up

i shoulda skipped that meeting to do actual work aaa

people are so stupid about modlists

i am adding all complaints besides "it's annoying to load all the listitem records to check inclusion" to a modlist in my brain

adorable

adore you cutie

you can just ignore it, supposedly it’s for solving this problem

lol annie struggled when trying it out too. just right click the url bar on startpage.com and Add “Startpage Search”

also there’s always mycroftproject.com if you ever get stuck adding search engines

evidence:

i know of at least 2