dreamt of a girl helped to run away by an older girl. she was given pockets full of coins and guided to a place to live. with her new freedom, the first thing she did was wander back to her old home and cried in her empty old bedroom.

inverse of the cr1tter sample: “used to be bipolar and a crack addict and now i’m just a crack addict”

yea dw im going back to bed i just forgot to turn the air conditioner back on

real as hell, 3publicagekey is my favorite rkey and needs to be put to use once more

also i think it’s hilarious that the go-to way to tag me is on the blackly account now lmao

bruh

oh btw i got balabolka up and running on my leisure laptop the other day

lovely software

i should probably transition to a local model at some point but it’s still working and treats me quite well

i think i very much dislike the academic article as form

it’s so ugly, it’s almost disqualified from consideration on aesthetic grounds alone

of course i’ve read plenty of serviceable pieces but i can’t help but feel that essays or monographs or whatever are suited far better for serious thought

surely someone has written a genealogy of the academic article

adorno as negative aristotle is so real man

“…one cannot be practically rational apart from membership in some particular polis. that one’s rationality should not be merely supported by but partially constituted by one’s membership in and integration into a social institution of some one particular type…”

and it’s like damn well if the institution is fucked we’re kinda up a creek dude, you can’t just heroically overcome that with great acts of willpower

negative dialectics save me now

i feel good i’m gonna go on a walk again

even after this trip i’ll have 3 days and a handful of half & halfs to use

i’ll use those selfishly tho

honestly i didn’t even realize it was this much, i just wanted to see her

killow

peep dis

my life has been in a major key lately

doesn’t have to stay that way, minors hmu 😏

i wanna bother kasey i love her sm

oh my god i feel great i wanna go for a walk

no meeting for 30 mins i’m gonna wander

ohhh i feel nice because i have blood sugar, i ate something midday when i don’t normally do

evergreen

i wouldn’t follow anyone except it screws up my list feeds if i don’t

but that’s forbidden behavior anyway

lol every time i click my tongue now i think of juliet

they’re calling me the strangest operant conditioning patient of all time

i feel uneasy

autismo gizmo

🦉

peter parker about to catch a cold: my sinuses are tingly

i should sleep more but my mind is fucked

doing that thing again where i have a comff weekend and monday adjustment is hard and disorienting and makes my relationship with time all ugly

😭 never noticed the ratio

nightcore 4 lyfe

ik it’s not accurate accurate dislike count methodology but it’s good enough