bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:... like sometimes i just say things because i think they're conceptually/hypothetically funny and then i get worried i give the wrong impressions.

and like concretely in this case, i'm bad right, i don't make anything special, i'm not prideful of my work, but i do want to be good, i get frustrated when i find something that works but lacks elegance, i get motivated and passionate about the modest and ugly things i do create, and embarrassed

when i make mistakes or don't understand something as much as i'd like. i admire greatness, and i'm incredibly fortunate that there's an abundance of it to go around in my circles. i don't want to simply be the conduit for some pathetic thing or dispassionately churn out uninspiring mediocrity.

i'm nearly certainly hardcore overthinking as usual, and this is clearly more of an issue of personal self-confidence and frustration with inadequacy; but that just makes it all the more awkward to even joke about, when i so clearly haven't earned it.

i'm fearful i won't be able to cultivate the right drives and powers to ever earn it, but i'm going to continue doing fun things when i can. i won't be great and that's fine, but at minimum i hope to be able participate.

yeah this is just my normal room actually

lying on the internet is fun until people believe me

parallel vibecoding 😌

miserable fuck gang 🥳

🖤🥺

classic soap stoicism posting

bunny that dies…

typical american

:( gonna be so sad when i get back

getting notified of my digital rights like never before

yea we know

just shamelessly farming engagement actually

i thought this said clairo like the artist and was gonna say “harsh but fair”

dreary mentioned 🖤

tell me about it sister !

i have a few anecdotes i always think about from the male anorexia book i read… developing an eating disorder as a response to being gay will never not be funny to me

meow

crazy that i had 2!

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makaronilaatikko…

holy shit i love andrew tate now

baiting u into reading by describing you in increasingly baffling and obscure ways

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it’s just greek i think

like istg im developing a noble savage view of eris

you’re just always cooking bloomfie

“why can’t you be unemployed like juliet” unrealistic beauty standards ☹️

i’m trying my best 🥲

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depends on if i was driving at the time

i’ll always remember u is.it.ok.if.she.watches

hehe that’s super fair, this was me subskeeting so you’d know you’re the main reason i show up on there :3 (and my feed is all you now 😭)

Overcoming alienation entails not the reappropriation of an essence that had previously existed but the appropriation of what had been constituted in alienated form.

yes danii and i are reading time labor and social domination together (pg 32)

reading postone and going “okay man, like, sure”

after reviewing the evidence you may have a point

remember when half the network was portuguese

that’s because u have gooner taste in bloomfs

do u have median stats?

bunny that drains the swamp

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that one gooner bloomf

yes of course, im aware, i was just talking about what it made me think about