i understand part of the point is to be punitive but an 8-7 shift is a bit much

3000 caveats that i don’t deserve sympathy bc my job is fake and a net harm to society and the poor labor aristocracy don’t deserve to complain about their circumstances

classic scorpio 🙄

(i don’t know shit about shit, don’t bully me)

my apartment looks like “damn bitch you live like this” but i’m too depressed to do anything about it

i never finished this game unfortunately. i still find this diary to be my most meaningful.

shoutout to one of my favorite browser extensions

i was too lazy to make it properly

playing overwatch with my brother last night was the first time i’ve felt normal in months

or rather, the first time in months i’ve had the pleasure of feeling abnormal once again. everything has been oppressively pedestrian as of late

and yet i still felt muted, gray, quiet. a hollow and shallow version of someone who once was

me describing my sexuality

my how you've fallen

soap is a retardead faggot confirmed

i dont know a ton about deadlock but from what i've seen i'm not super big on the whole economy aspect, i like that OW has defined kits without select-able perks or w/e

i wonder what my play time would look like if time was logged like steam the whole time (or if they had tracked custom games in ow1). plus this is only one of ~15 accounts i used lol

my steam hours are staggeringly high for how little i've actually played since it released here lol

software devs are way behind other makers in the "unnecessary sex scene" department

except for you jules ur built different

i still find it intimidating but its genuinely so cool that you can look at what's going wrong in some open-source program and just... fix it yourself!! and then if ur real brave you can share your work

its very embarrassing but its fun hanging out with actually talented people

needs more .*.*=.*

lieu

god i wish that were me

homegirl overprepping for november

sorry honey i’m familiar with your daily routine you couldn’t retain semen if your life depended on it

you’ll never catch me voting for a guy with 3 kids… semen retention failure :|

dearest apologies my dear rattington jeroba

kasey jumpscare

hi nan :3

discord moot between us added me btw it was cute

it was me sorry i got too nervy to say hi ^~^

40 elephants

maybe i should i reconsider my policy of introducing myself with any/all when prompted

i mean it’s contextual like if i’m at a work i usually just say “he is fine” and it’s not like im getting asked in non-woke environments, i could take the free clout

i always think it’s funny when people say “stop reading theory it just makes you sad”, because lol yeah, integrating into society as it exists would make you happier. but to be happy in conditions like these is pathological.

“The psychological observation of all of those uncounted, defective human beings - and defectiveness has become the norm today - this observation alone justifies us in saying that the potential of human beings is being wasted and suppressed to an unprecedented extent by institutions.”

“Whatever happiness is intermittently tolerated or granted by the existing entirety bears the marks of its own particularity. To this day, all happiness is a pledge of what has not yet been, and the belief in its imminence obstructs its becoming.”

“Happiness would be nothing short of deliverance from particularity as a general principle irreconcilable with individual human happiness here and now. Happiness would be the negation of all false happiness.”

i could have saved a lot of words if i just quoted shreyan with this pic

i miss him too

sometimes i come and give you scritches when you sleep (you get real eepy around hour 10 of gooning)

thems the brakes kiddo i don’t make the rules, im just coerced by the mute compulsion of clout poasting

(i’m sorry soap i love you, im sure you’re a very handsome boy)