when you do i will quote this original post and say “new worst face reveal just dropped”

soap face reveal when

its actually so depressing reading my diary from 2 years ago, i was doing so much cool shit. i'm never gonna have the time/space/energy to read, learn, watch, absorb ever again

i could start ambitious projects and follow through with them, without feeling too tied down because i could just focus all my attention immersing myself. philosophy, art, political theory, i was growing so much, it was such an exciting time. i was basically going through a personal revolution

every day was wide open and filled with potential, that i made sure to follow through on fulfilling that potential

i’m aware that this time wasn’t perfect and i’m not naively wishing for a rolling back of the clocks; same with my recent reminiscence of previous amorous relationships: i am mourning the loss of particular characteristics of the time that i am sorely missing nowadays

i suppose i shouldn’t stress the parallel too much - the latter has more than a twinge of regret, and the permanent eviction of someone i consider(ed) very dear to my heart. the former is grieving the absence of a temporal modality i found extraordinarily generative and rewarding

apologies to my followers for having dramatic variance in post quality and how interesting i am no i will not be changing my behavior under any circumstance <3

you should all read Nathan Snaza's "School Sucks"

honestly just read Snaza in general

tbh hes not innovative at all and it can get kinda saccharine and banal, but it's a fine restatement of boring truisms

allow me to be uncharacteristically life-affirming for a moment and say that kasey’s companionship is very significant to me and i’m unspeakably thankful for her persistent kindness, accommodation, and support

^-^ tyty, i’ve been less active since becoming a wagie but i try my best to post when i can

lol?? am i a known entity

i hate the homogenization of the net!!! i want to go home to the wired!!!

talk yo shit soap 🗣️🗣️🗣️ spread the gospel 🗣️🗣️🗣️

i’m glad you can’t pin skeets tbh

bsky is resist-lib coded 🥲

can’t wait to brag “i’m friends with someone who is friends with some of the people involved in this project” 😎

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i use venv i’ve never used anaconda for anything python related lmao, only chocolatey in the dark ages of windows

totally unrelated but when i was first getting into tech, for some reason i installed and exclusively used anaconda prompt as my cli to install chocolatey packages (and literally no other purpose)

correct on both counts, and that’s why they’re good :)

i have to leave for work in like an hour waaaa :(

read this as “phantom membrane” i need to go back to sleep

ur so real for this

(also i went to ur profile and accidentally unfollowed so you got a refollow notif sorry bloomfie 😭😭😭)

bsky anime watch party club would be cute

step 1: bsky supports video step 2: watch2gether integration step 3: profit

if you think about it im the real winner here youre attracting the gooners and exposing them to my mid posts ez dub

wtf goin in my mentions vro

this is what i look like, if you even care

become ungovernable; post valorant clipdump montage tracks beside radical literature audiobooks, tranny music, hexd, and soundcloud drum slop

one day i'm getting banned on youtube for hating stacys, next thing you know i'm whipping out my annotated copy of science of logic

i won't let (((them))) keep me down tho, just sneakily reposted under the radar

kasey can confirm that incelcore is one of my favorite genres, and for multiple years now i've wanted to write a blog post about how i genuinely think its one of the most philosophically and politically fruitful sonic forms that contemporarily exist

i contain multitudes

did i ever tell y’all i had a minecraft girlfriend in elementary school and we emailed each other pictures of ourselves (i sent mine from my school email)

we would meet on our prison plots and whisper each other we had a fireworks date it was cute

i could have been groomed so easily lol

the most significant philosophical sympathies one has are impossible to explicate lexically

both in terms of actual possibility of formulation and in terms of limitations to self-knowledge of one’s own subconscious

clearly identical to